Been a while

It's been a while that I didn't post anything in my blog. Well, my friend told me that it's lame my blog always post something desperate. It's true that my blog is fulled with negative aura. Hahaha. Maybe this is the place where I show the sadness which I didn't show in the public.

So far, there's no happy things happen in this month. I hope happy things will happen soon. I'm really looking forward of those, my babe. It's so ironic that some of my friends have planned to go on a vacation either oversea or local while I have to spend my Christmas in my grandma's house. No Internet connection for 2 days and say goodbye to my lovely bed.

Till now, my holiday is used for Face+book, movies and also drama. I feel so shame that I had promised myself to study for this holiday. Damn it, I need to move my fat-ass body. My belly is getting bigger and more round. I need to start study, my brain is getting rusted.

This year is about to end soon. I think it's time for me to make a list about what I want to do for the next year. Maybe a better handwritting? (that won't happen at all)
Maybe a slimmer body size? ( If i got a worse appetite )
4 FLAT!!!!!! That's what I want to have for next year!!!! ( This is something unusual if I really get it)

Whatever I hope is useless if I didn't put any effort in it. So let's do our best to make 2011 the best year for everyone.

The beginning of my holiday

My holidays has started with an unforgettable memory. I went to a camp special for standard 5 and 6 in my former primary school. This is the very first time I go to a camp as a committee members. I was so enjoyed in the whole program though my voice has became so SEXY.

I have expected that is not easy to handle 16 students with only 2 persons. But thank god that the students in my group were not that naughty. The camp leaders who all are UKM former students did a lot of hard work just to make the camp goes as smooth as they can.

Through these 2 days, I have learnt a lot. Kids are really something irritated but on the other hand, they can be very cute. This makes me sound like someone who's already a father. It was very tired though fun is everywhere.

A lot of things I want to share but words can no longer help me to express myself. It's very sad that I can't attend myself for the next year camp program. But I will do whatever I can do participate in this kind of program. Though I get sore throat and lost my voice partially even my cellphone has spoiled due to my careless, but what I gained are far much than the lost.

Thanks to the kids and those camp leaders who gave me a chance to learn.

Lie

I have just finished a movie call LIAR GAME. It's nice and we can learn a lot of things through this.

Everyone is born with the most generous heart to this world. Innocent and kind are the good values we all had once. With the pass of time and experience, everything has changed. The environment we stay and the education we get also influenced us.

As time pass, even children nowadays lie. They even know that the police nowadays are not like what the book describes. They try to do things which we prohibit them. Just key in some words in youtube and you can see tons of those videos. It's so heart-breaking.

Lie, inside the lie may lie a truth. Yet every truth that's a lie in it. We want others to tell us the truth. But our self tell lie to others. We doubt what we been told, yet we want what we tell being accepted.

It's kind of ironic that everyone tells lie. What important is whether it's lie or truth, you just have to take it. Strengthen your heart with experience and skills can only help you to stay alive in this world.

I thought

Whenever I started to feel like want to pass up on something, there's things that appear and stop that thought.

Whenever I started to think that no one can help me and my world is going to finish, there's somethings that come out and lend me a hand.

I have started to believe that God does exist and doing his jobs well. I can sense that there's luck in my life.

Maybe it's just like the old said, 'When he shuts your door, one of them will be opened'.

I greatly thank to those who help me when I really need one. I really hope my life can just go on like this.

wealth and health

We are living in the kind of world where money come first. We work so hard just to enjoy a life which we need no to think about of money. We give away the time we use for exercise. We also sleep lesser just to finish the work.

But the health which all of us so care has given away to get wealth in return. Does this worth enough?

Many of us think it's worth. When we ask those young who full with enthusiasm, they will say their health still in very good shape. It's okay to get sick sometimes. But when we ask those retiree, they will regret and say what they missed in their life is health.

To me, these two things is just a vice versa. You need wealth to get health but you need also health to get wealth. The main thing is, which one will you set priority to.

A story about toy

I have just finished the ' Toy's Story 3'. Yeah I know that I'm a way too late. After the movie, I got a lot of things going around my mind. I wonder what happen if my toys really are alive.

I had a lot of toys once. Power Rangers' megasaur and some guy's toys. I have no memory now about where my toys are. If they were alive, I bet they will hate me very much because I never show any appreciation.

Even a toy which have no soul will feel sad if being abandoned by its owner. Imagine if you were being abandoned by someone who spend the time with you.

Maybe it's time to grow up. We already know that there's one day that we will separate with the one who close to us. We just have to continue our life. A new life is needed and we can't just stay with the shadow we left behind. Be strong and that's the only solution.

Just like the end of the movie of Toy Story. Woody and his friends found the new place that they belong to. Andy moves forward to his new college life. That's how our life will go.

One day, that's the day we will go through the same things.

Look through

I have a new hair cut lately. Since that day, everyone has started to ask me why I shave my hair. Many of them even thought that I got some big problems. The reason I cut my hair is just as the same they keep theirs. We no need any reason to cut or keep our hair.

But honestly, the only and main reason I cut my hair like this is to remind myself. Remind me about something bad I have done. Even it has passed for quite some days, but the outcome is not something small.

I always answer them that I have looked through the meaning of life. It's so ironic that I'm just 18 and have started to talk like an old hag.

Human is creature that will change and adapt themselves with the environment. I have changed just to follow this theory.

Nokia 1280

Everything will be set soon

No matter what's the result, no matter how hard it will be, I'll take it. I'll take it like a man, like who I should be.

If the worst happens, I'll take all the responsibility. I only hope you will be all fine. I have destroyed your life, I don't want to make you haunt and hurt by this thing anymore.

I so sorry. Forgive my immature and forgive my stupid act. Forgive me. I can never compensate you, I can never forgive myself for making you cry for me. I can never forget this.

I tried

I tried to use laughter and works to forget the pain. But once I settle down, the scenes are playing like a projector in my mind.

Maybe I'm just like the others, scare to face the truth. But I promised and told myself that will never run away from this.

It's time. I can't go anywhere especially to the past.

Only solution

The only solution when you have done something wrong is to face it. Run from it will only make no different than a coward.

We always say ' learn from mistake' , but why we have to learn the lesson after we did that mistake? Can't we learn it before any mistake occur?

Human is just too bitchy. We just can't learn the things correctly before we make mistake. We will only regret and start to take action for compensation.

Even the tiny stain can pollute your life and that will make an unforgettable memory throughout your life.

From Me to We

I was a no one back then. I was just a dude who searching for love and care.

Mathematician said once, two lines will meet at a point if they are not parallel to each other. That's true because I met you. That's the time my life is being switched from ONE to TWO.

I thought it's easy for me to change. Sadly, ain't easy for me, the player to become the prayer. Honestly, I did changed. I became a person who more concern and nicer. But the attitude is still the same.

I'm so sorry that I'm not the perfect one for you. Being with you make me realise that I'm still a kid. I'm so sorry that I have saddened you. I still have to work up so that I can see only your smile not the tear. I can't promise you anything but I will do my best.



Forgive me and LOVE YOU.

School

A lot of things will go on in the school. The PMR exam, the SPM and also the STPM trial. One more thing, my exam is coming soon too and that means I got no more time to relax. Thanks God that I have a week of holiday due to the PMR exam. I will take this big opportunity to do my revision. I hope I can manage to do my best in the year end exam.

One of the teachers is planned to do a seminar for the lower 6 students which teaches us how to make a BLOG. That really sound stupid because you have to pay to learn how to make a blog when you can learn it in a couple hours by yourself. I'm wondering how many student will have the interest to join it. Can't he has a better plan instead of making this kind of useless stuff ?

I last my job last week because my boss has decided to quit that job due to her personal problem. But thanks God again that I got a new job by this week, a home tutor. I don't know am I qualify to do so because I'm just a amateur in the language subjects. Well, I think I just have to do my best and make sure don't drop my student's result.

Getting old

When we were still in kindergarden,we like to day dream about the life in primary school. Okay, the time did passed and we were now in the primary school and we started again to think the life in secondary school.

Once you finish the secondary education, you will have to start think of something complicated which the eldest called PROBLEMS. You will got a lot of PROBLEMS have to think before you take action. Money, is the biggest problem.

As we getting older, our point of view towards things and people are changing. When I look at the kids nowadays, I feel they are so immature and stupid. This is the time my friends tell me that I were the same when I in that age. Sound ironic right that we used to be like that but now we kind of anti that.

The pictures we take today may turn out as the thing we laugh after few years. The friends we use to hang out may become a stranger who you don't even want to bother. Getting older is good but lots of problems are come along with it.

Pay for what you did

Pay for what you did. This world is not cruel but just like that. If you want anything, you have to pay for it. If you do something either good or bad, you have to bare the outcome with no complain.

This kind of idea is very obvious in Islamic country because their law is kind of 'pay-back'. If you break other's arm, you will be sentenced to break your own arm. In this civilisation time, this kind of idea is against humanity. That's why many of human right association against it.

However, we do have to realise that what you do has it own outcome and you will have to take full responsibility. There's another idea called KARMA which we pay in the next life.

As conclusion, we all have to think before we act so that we won't have to bare the terrible outcome.

Fate

God decides your sex but you decide who you are and how your life is. Instead of believing the fate, I would like to put faith on myself. However, life is not that easy as we think. Give and take situation is always here for us. No matter how high your social status is, how clever you are, there's time we have to bow to the fate without any complain.

There's people who believe KARMA, which means your current life is based on your previous one. But to me, I got another idea. Your future is based on now. Tomorrow is the product of today.

Fate, no one can define it correctly but your hard work will indicate your fate.

Prediction? Assumption?

We always use most of our time to predict somethings. The result of the match, the question in the exam or even the thought of someone.

Though, we can't call it a prediction. Prediction, it's accompanies with fact and data. That's why we got a bunch of dude who predict the FIFA matches, the economy of the world or even the horse race.

Most of the time we are using assumption. We assume this and that, we assume here and there. What we can is only assume something so that it will go on according to our will.

There're too many possibilities and too many IF. So next time, when you deal with something, don't make any assumption or prediction. Let your fate to decide and allow affinity to judge.

There's always an exist and enter for everyone. That should be the idea in our mind whenever we confront with failure.

' When God close one of the doors, another is opened for you.'

It's not the end of the world if you get failure. Furthermore, that failure may become the stone which you can leap on and achieve your success. You don't know whether this failure is a lost or gain until the end of your life. You may lose today, but not tomorrow and days after tomorrow. Get it up when you fall down, and make sure you get up on the same spot you fall. Be stronger if the wind is blowing strongly. Be tougher, if the wall in front you is tough. Step higher if your dream is up on the sky.

'Always think before you do, think twice before you speak'.

Somehow, we just don't really practise these kind of manners. We often do and speak without interpret and filter. When the outcome is making us in a worse situation, we will blame others.

Word is more dangerous than any weapon in this world. Careful with the word because you it can hurt the others easily without noticing it. The wound causes by word cannot be cured easily and will leave a deep scar forever.

So here's my advise,

'Think before you do, think twice before you speak. Don't care after you done, don't scare after you spoken'.

That will at least make you forget the outcome of being a stupid retard who won't think before act and speak........... LOL

I'm not the kind of book worm. Not many of books I have read before. I think the right amount is 4 books. One of them is the motivation type. There's one sentence in that book makes me think out of the box.

' We, human will come together because we don't know each other. We will separate because we start to know each other.'

Since that day, I keep telling myself that when I start to know someone, it's time for us to have argument. Example, married couple often have argument and their favourite quote is ' you are not like this before our marry'.

It's so obvious that knowing each other for a long time will make us discover the bad side of that person. First we thought it's easy to handle it. However, the reality is always that cruel. You can only be patience and bare it or brave up yourself and make escape.

Everyone is the same. Friends and beloved, they are just the same. You can claim that you know someone very well, but the fact is you just haven't know the other sides of that person.

Instead of running away from the obstacles or problems, why don't we try our best to get over them? Human nowadays become more and more scared of the problems they will confront with. They only expect good things to happen on them and afraid to step into the problems and solve them.

Friendship is not something easy to gain but it's so obvious can be destroyed in just a short moment. However, there's no enemy and friend forever. You best friend can be your greatest enemy in the next minute.

If that really happen, don't run from it. Do your best to overcome that problem because it might be you who cause this change. Escape is not a good idea. Figure out why happen this kind of thing and do your best to solve it.

We are not only gaining age but also experience when time pass. Use the time wisely and also don't ruin the friendship. You need friend as much as you need your family.

For you

我坐在椅上，
爱发呆。
你呢？

何时才能看见，
美丽的
珊瑚呢？

爱，是奇妙的，
你，是美妙的，
的确。
心，是真诚的，
不虚伪，
变不去。

Fun but tired

Today have to stay back for the SBPT activity where the upper six-ers organise some group activity for the form 3, form 4 and also the lower six.

The activity is started at 3.30 and ended up at 5. It's quite exhausted because we have to run here and there around the school area.

Teamwork is the key for success. That's the value I get from today activity. The teamwork we showed gain us the title of WINNER. The prize are KIK-KAT and Cheesezels. LOL~~~~

Happy that I have my first lunch with you.

You pay and you get

This thing is easy to understand. You have to pay before you get. That's the way we do in this world. You want somethings, so you have to pay for it. You can't expect people give you what you want without any conditions.

Sacrifice is needed so that we can get what we want and wish. It's just a give and take situation where you have to GIVE in case to TAKE. Why can't we just have a wider sight of view instead of that narrow one.

I have started to miss my former classmates. I miss you all.

Though, learn to accept change and new things are more important than missing those past. We have to learn and adapt our self so that we can stay still not fall back.

Alright, I admit it

Yes yes yes. I'm in relationship now. Don't ask me who and don't ask me when. If you got eyes, you will see then.

Finally there's someone who knows how to appreciate and enjoy DURIAN. LOL.....

What important is I have to limit myself and stop being so PLAYER........LOL

I think I have get used to it

I finally get used to it. The time I have spent with you before is getting blur and eventually disappearing. Maybe this is what we called the time will alternate our feeling and mind.

Maybe what said by my friend is true. I was too serious that time. Well, everything is changed and it's time for me to take part in that change too.

Forgive my immature

Though I'm 18 now, but inside me is still a childish little boy. I'm as playful and naughty as a 8 year old kid. I like to joke around and do stupid stuffs.

Honestly, I had hurt a lot of people before without knowing it or even noticing. I really so sorry for my misbehaviour and stupidity.

Tan Chai Voon, sorry for that day incident.
Phoebe Chor, sorry for my rudeness.
Chin Wen Qi, sorry for my selfishness.
Jerry Lee, sorry for bullying you.
And to those whose name didn't mention here, I send my deeply apology.

SORRY

I hope I can do my best

Do my best to get the best.

That's one of my quotes. Lately, I have to deal with many things especially the school's coming exam. I'm again being moved by my teacher due to her supreme speech.

'Maybe I should change to Art stream'

This thought comes again into my mind. Damn. It's the third time. Why I always have to be hesitated even I have made a choice? Maybe I feel insecure of what I have chosen.


I have to do my best so that I can maintain the things and the feeling I want.

It's time to grow up and change.

LIFE..... Here I come.

I think I have keep telling this. People change as we gain experience and the pass of time. I always tell myself that I shouldn't be sad or frustrated when people around me are different from what I know.

I think I really can't treat this matter so easily when it's come to me. I do feel annoyed. I try to consult myself that it's not his or her fault. I try to get use to that change.

It's really a different story if we didn't deal that matter with our self.





Anyway, today is my happiest day....... Thanks to my dear........

Maybe it's really the time to let go. I don't think I can keep like this anymore. I feel so unwanted. Looking at every one's face, I feel like I can see some sort of words. 'YOU ARE NO NEEDED HERE, STEP OUT OF MY BUSINESS'.

Can you give me some places in your heart?
I just want you put more attention on me.

You can do that to stranger but not me.

I'm wondering can I really take this and treat it like nothing happen.

Looks like I can't. It's time I think. Time to put everything down from my heart.

I can't

I don't like people to interfere with my daily routine, my daily life. I don't my life suddenly being interfered by someone especially cousin, elder or stranger. I hate to share meal with my parents' friends. I don't like my cousins or elders to stay in my house for a long period.

I really hate. I'm not hate of them but is like my life is being disturbed. I can no longer have my original life back. I have to take care this or that so that they won't feel unpleasant.

Suddenly, I wonder how will I react when I have married. Oppps~~~ Thing's gone too far.

It's quite tired to keep looking at you. But I really wonder what are you doing. People say it's not worth to do somethings which you can gain nothing. I say it's not me to decide it. I can only looking at you and appreciate the time we still call each other as friend.

I can no longer tell which is the truth

I don't know, I don't know why. Maybe you really is that open-minded and still can act like nothing happen. Maybe you need my help, that's why you still so good to me. I don't know and really don't want to think of it. I feel so uneasy when you leave me by myself and do your own thing. I feel so happy when you call or text me and ask me questions. But don't only come to me when you need my help. I really don't know what I am to you. A life buoy?

My life

We got our own life to live with and everyone is different and unique. Mine is just simple and easy. Not a good looking dude so I don't have a lot of girls screaming and chasing me from behind. Not a rich kid so I no need to scare burglar to enter my house or being kidnapped by someone. That's my life.

It's so ordinary and simple. Between the ordinary and simple, I found happiness and enjoyment. I'm not a hot dude, but I got a lot of gorgeous hotties friends with me. I'm not the rich one, but the money I have is enough for me to enjoy my life.

My life is simple. Every time when I pass by a mirror, I'll look at it and say to myself, I'm NOT THAT BAD, WHY I', STILL SINGLE? Funny right, when you hear that from the mouth of me. It's just a way I use to keep myself confident. LOL

Every time I look at my cell phone contact, I mumble, WHO SHOULD I sms WITH? It's so ironic that I end up with no reply from the one I send sms. It's normal because everyone is so busy with their own business.

That's how my life is. Wondering why I'm still willing to live on. Maybe it's so simple, I just want to know how my life will change and I'm willing to experience every moment though it may be a worst one.

MY favourite quote is ' regretless is better than sadness' and I always follow it whenever I do or decide something. But this time, I really feel like I DON'T WANT SADNESS ANYMORE. Loneliness make me lost my mind and did something sad to me. I slept at 12 midnight and woke up at 2.30 morning to watch the stupid football match. I text her and said something I didn't plan to say it this fast.

My mind was out of control, my fingers were following my heart and I fell into you.

It needs reason to like someone? I like my parents because they are my parents. I like my friends because they are my friends. I like you, because you are who you are and it's my heart's fault which make me like you.

We just remain the same, as friend maybe is the best way for us. Maybe.........

Maybe you will read this post, but please don't misunderstand anything. It's not your fault or mine. It's just I got no that kind of YUAN to be with you. I blame no one and I thank you for made me awake from my dream.

Hope or just illusion

They say it might be the very first hope to me. I say it's just another illusion the demon give me to depress my life.

Initially, I can't get that illusion because I got no feeling towards you. As time passed, I finally realised it's real. You are just that lovely to me and make me want to give you all my care to you. You hair, it's that sweet and nice. You hands, they are so soft and weak.

Is it hope you give me? Or I mistook your kindness as hope?

I dare not to dream of it. I dare not to think of it. I only dare to appreciate the moment we share and the relationship we have.

To be honest, I really wish it's hope rather than illusion. But my sixth sense told me that I will only get failure again.

Change to better

Today, there are some changes in my class. Those who applied for change stream or class have gained what they wished for. There are 7 people in my class have change to their respective classes. May San and Ka Neng are one of the 7. Wish they do their best in the class and don't miss me so much. *Think too much*

We always make change so that it come out better than the previous one. Change to better not worse is what we hope and wish for. However, do you really think it will turn out as what you wish? I will say SOMETIMES. We can't always get what we want as we are not the one who decides everything.

When the god shut one of your door, there will be another open one waiting for you. That's the life we all have. Give and take concept which always happen in our daily life. So, just do your best when you have decide something and don't ever complain or regret of it.

Life in Kajang High School

It's just the third week I'm in Kajang High, but I already can make a conclusion for my form 6 life. My form 6 life is just surrounded by jungle and ants. It's so ironic that this kind of place is just too perfect for biology students like me. *shaking my head and sighing*

I'm still the joker in the class and the noise-amplifier just like who I am in the past 11 years. Thanks to all my classmates who tolerate with me. V^-^V

The teachers are all too nice. Up till now, there's still none of them go mad because of our noisiness. However, there's teacher who doesn't know how to teach or I should say too fresh in term of experience. *wonder what the school trying to do with my STPM result*

Last but not least, I'm sure my weight will gain in no time because KFC n Pizza Hut are too near to us. Damn it, I had 3 times of fast foot in this 2 weeks. Moreover, I have spent my money like how I use the tap water. All thanks to the STRATEGY LOCATION.

Stress is coming and I know I'll be very busy start from next month.

If I were a bit richer than what I am now

It's all about money in my mind now. When will I get to be a rich and succeed white collar? How much can I earn in an hour? It's just money, money, and money.

Experience has made me know that money is everything in this this man-made hell. We can't survive with no money in our bank account or wallet. We can't do what we want or even have a dream if we are such a poor dude.

Many tell me that I'm too well-planned when it's come to my future. I have planned that when I should marry, how many kid I want to have, what school I want to let my kid study and many more. It's sound weird to everyone where you hear a 18 year old form 6 student who already planned these kind of things in his mind. But, the life and experience I have been through tell me that I should plan it as early as I can. Achieve it or not is another story but the plan should have in your mind since young.

Believe me, you would not want your kid to suffer what you having now and the regrets you may have when you were young. Money is just the everything and that everything is depends on money.

It's so ironic that I always wish I were born in a family which richer than what I'm having now. It's not a sin because everyone of us always want something better than what we have. I'm just sometimes disappoint with what I have. It's not that I don't like my family, it's just I want more than what my family can give me.

That's our government.

Today is the day when the JPA scholarship result will out. We have been informed that the result will be out at 3p.m. I have been waiting from 3 till 4 and the result finally out.

But it's really pissed me off because we can't access that web and have to keep refresh until there's something appear. What I saw are the scheme that the JPA used to evaluate us. It's so ironic that 60% of JPA scholarship is based on the race population and 20% is based on academic achievement. What the hell!!! I thought this year is totally different because of the what we called 1-MALAYSIA concept. But looks like the government is still the government.

It's always so nice to tell but when they really do it, it's just another selfish action. That's our government and that's 1-MALAYSIA.

搞不懂

人家说女人心，海底深。我说啊，每个人都是一样，我就是最好的比例！我常说谁谁谁总是不能果断作出决定，常夸自己能作最好的决定。但真正的我，却是在做了决定后才再次犹豫。

星座学里常说白羊座是个果断的人，我的确很果断。但却偏偏果断后对自己的决定觉得有所矛盾。每次总是为自己的未来而三思再三思，但却还是回犹豫。今天，这种搞不懂的心情又来了。
对文科兴趣的我，但同时也对理科没把握。又或许对文科没把握，但大学要读的确实文科的东西。总之我就是两头不到岸。

这个星期就是我等待已久的JPA放榜日。虽然说机会渺茫，但人总是带着希望成长的，所以我现在正处两种心情。拿到，很高兴能出国读书，但却要面对与友人的离别。拿不到，必须完成FORM ６ 的艰难考试，但能有友人再度过两个年头。
有时，我还真的搞不懂我自己，还蛮婆妈的。

First step to make myself famous

I'm now the class monitor of 6BH in Kajang High School. I'm getting this position with no objection and vote. It's so ironic that I volunteered myself and asked others to vote for me during the introduction and before enter the class.

Being the class monitor is just the first step for me to get popular among my friends and teachers so that I can be the president of Student Association in the coming year. I always want to be the leader and lead others to the top, but this time is much different. I finally know that how awesome it is to be a leader and I want to train myself so that I can stand in front and be the one who leads.

Whoever read this post, do not hate me or hit me because I'm still the one you all know. The ego guy.

Registration day

After a long vacation, finally I have to wear the school uniform again. Today is the registration day and it's totally boring and lame. This whole week will be the orientation program. I'm not sure will it be ok for the next few days but today is totally boring. We are like loafers doing nothing but just walk here and there.

Just hope everything will be fine when I get into the class and start my study life.

If you can'd do it, then don't say it.

It's time to be more matured and take care of my attitude. Don't try to say something child-liked and irresponsibility.

Preparation before the war

Today is a blood-bleeding day. Before the great war ( STPM ) is started, my friends and I have to prepare to enter the lower six which prepare us not only mentally but also physically to withstand the great war which will come on the next year......( It's next year and what you scare of???)



Went to Kajang town to buy my SOLDIER UNIFORM which in whole white while YH and chee yan bought their lady's like with maroon skirt. The dressing rooms were quite small until you can see the entire room if your walk close it. Don't worry, I didn't peek on YH and Chee Yan.....XD



After that, we had our lunch in McD. I really wanted to have the MEGA MAC, the new burger which doubled the size of BIG MAC. Luckily that I didn't make that order because I already feel full with the BIG' N TASTY..... I'm so surprised that Her Jin can finish one Fillet O' Fish and a McChicken which both of them are in set.

Later on, we went to Parkson to buy my bag. I'm quite the picky dude because I want to find something simple but not ordinary also with a reasonable price. In the end, I managed to get a nice bag with RM71.92 after 20% off. YH said will sponsor me RM20 for that bag as my birthday present, happy xia....XD

Then, Czip Lee become a place where we buy ours stationary. I have bought some books, pencil case , stationary and a calculator.

Bata, we went to it to buy ours school shoe but YH is the only who get what she wants. Jerry doesn't want any of them because doesn't have his type, Kung fu shoe. For me, they don't have my size. It's really hard for me to buy shoe because I got a pair of big damn foot.

When I arrive home, my mom told me that one of the pants I bought is a different size. Oh my god, I have to change it as soon as possible. Hope they will change it for me because IT's THEIR MISTAKE NOT MINE.

The overall trip has made me to spend around RM300 and I haven't get a pair of shoe yet. Hope what I bought today won't become something useless in the future.






~~~~ ROCK & ROLL BABY~~~~

Ａ型白羊座

Ａ型白羊座的性格——性格及气质

难以突破现状的自我矛盾型　　

如果用一句话显示Ａ型白羊座的性格特征，那便是自我矛盾型。因为Ａ型人的气质和白羊座的性格有许多背道而驰之处，由于如此的双重性格，你在日常生活上的表现便没有一定的模式，有时表现出Ａ型特性，有时又有白羊座的特征，常表现自我矛盾的一面。　　
Ａ型的特性在于重视传统的生活方式，十分慎重踏实地追求人生的目标，因此，你在表现出Ａ型的一面时，对于事情的想法会趋于保守，行动也较消极，即使大家认为你必须改革或超越的事，你也会迟迟不前，不轻易去突破现状。　　
而另一方面，白羊座的特征却是行动果决、勇于前进，对于任何事情都抱着超越他人的进取心，因此，当你表现出白羊座的性格时，便拥有的冒险的精神，凡事不会退缩，并且有勇往直前的毅力。于是，Ａ型白羊座的你，内心便经常产生剧烈的冲突，有时勇敢果决，有时却犹柔寡断，相互矛盾！　　
总之，Ａ型白羊座的你经常处于冲突与矛盾之中，而为了使此种矛盾与冲突减低，内外调和，最理想的方式便是以Ａ型的优点来弥补白羊座的缺点。如把两方面的优点集于一身，必能获致极大的成就。

胜败之间浮沉不定　　

Ａ型的你善于防守，但有拙于进攻的倾向，而白羊座的人，却恰巧相反，如果进攻，便可发挥卓越的能力，但防守却显得懦弱无能。因此，如果你能结合两方面的优点，则堪称攻守俱佳，可以攻无不克，成为人人赞誉的常胜将军。　　
但是，如果你非常不幸地结合了两方面的缺点，便注定要以悲剧收场，无论你做任何事都不可能成功，一辈子都无法出人头地。　　
不过，实际上能幸运地结合两方的优点，且无往不胜的人毕竟是少数，而结合了两方面的缺点，犹如乌云压顶，不见天日的可怜人也不多见，大部分的Ａ型白羊座的人都融合了Ａ型及白羊座的优缺点。因此，你经常在迷惑及浮浮沉沉的境遇中挣扎，矛盾万分。　　
至于在其他方面的表现，你非常重视事物的原则性，在生活方式或思考方法上极有原则，且具有克制感情的能力，任何一件事情吸引了你，你会以全部的热情及努力投入其中。　　
忠告：不要太固执于自己的想法及意见，或是过分重视你的原则，应打破思想的藩篱，对别人的意见采取弹性接纳的态度，同时也应培养乐观进取的精神，勇往直前。　

Ａ型白羊座的爱情——爱与性的倾向

少年维特的烦恼　　

你在爱情方面充分表现出Ａ型白羊座的性格，热情洋溢，一旦喜欢上某位异性，便显得非常冲动，几乎无法自我控制。但是，此时Ａ型特有的抑制力会适时产生作用，因此，你终究不会贸然行动，那份热情便在心中澎湃着，有如“少年维特的烦恼”一书中的主角，恋情在心中一天天地滋长，却不敢把感情勇敢地表达出来，而终日为情所苦，几乎到了如果失去对方，生活便失去意义的地步。　　
就像这样，Ａ型的压抑及白羊座的热情不断交战并煎熬着你，终有一日，你再也按捺不住心中澎湃的热情时，你会鼓起勇气向对方表达你的浓浓爱意。　　如果对方在你向他表达之后接受了你的爱意，你会欢天喜地，感激得痛哭流涕，但若是对方拒绝了你，则仿佛世界末日来临，你无法承受如此打击，而显得自暴自弃，沮丧不已，生命也不再具有任何意义。　　
因为你感情如此极端的表现，受感情的冲击如此巨大，因此，你对恋爱十分慎重，视爱情为生命中第一大事，绝非一时的感情冲动。而你原本就属于缺乏目标便无法活下去的人但当你爱上一个人，对方的生命便远胜过自己的生命，其他的目标已置之脑后，转而把爱情的目标当做人生的目标，而对方的目标也就成了你奋斗的目标。昙花一现的爱情　　
一般而言，Ａ型白羊座的你恋爱都是一见钟情。但其他血型的人可能立刻展开攻势，只有Ａ型的你极力压抑自己，但热情却在心中澎湃，一旦彼此表明爱意，这股热情便仿佛洪流一泻千里，把对方卷入激情的漩涡之中。　　
即使是Ａ型白羊座的女性，个性也很强，绝不会把主权交给男性，一旦鼓起勇气表达爱意后，亦会倾注所有的热情。　　就像轰轰烈烈的爱情一样，在性欲方面也是十分强烈，但并非纠缠不休的型态，因此，进行性行为时可能速战速决，很快便结束。而你的性生活，刚开始可能不会配合对方的步调，这是因为Ａ型白羊座的人原本就没有从容的心情。　　
你在爱情方面虽然轰轰烈烈，惊天动地，但却无法持久。那是因为Ａ型白羊座的你，并不是一点一滴将热情释放出去，或细水长流耐人寻味，而是有如狂风暴雨，泻洪澎湃，来得快，来得声势浩大，但也去得快，无影无踪。所以说此型的你，谈恋爱通常不过维持一年，甚至短短不到数月便告分手，而分手后彼此都毫不眷恋，不带一纯正感情，这份恋情自然也没有值得回味之处。　　
忠告：你常常有单恋的现象，所以在你向对方表达之前，最好先衡量一下对方对你的感情，以免承受不住被拒绝的伤痛。　

Ａ型白羊座的婚姻——婚姻及家庭

热情的爱情，冷静的婚姻　　

Ａ型白羊座的你陷入恋爱时，虽然有些盲目，喜欢一个人，便一见钟情，热情洋溢，但一旦谈到结婚，却又出乎意外地冷静，凡事都优先考虑现实的生活，丝毫也不马虎。　　
然而，这也并不是绝对的，早婚者即是例外。因为早婚者大部分因热恋时被冲昏了头，随随便便未经深思便步入结婚礼堂，结果婚后才发现彼此有许多地方无法协调配合，并且在现实的环境下，婚姻往往便产生了裂痕，最后走上分手之路，很令人遗憾。　　
除了年轻时盲目的婚姻之外，大部分的人都会冷静思考才决定结婚。　　
因此，除非你在年轻时热恋冲昏了头，否则你一定会把恋爱和婚姻分开考虑，除非你肯定对方在精神及物质上对自己有益，能同时获得满足，不然你绝不会和对方谈到婚嫁，即使对方是你的心上人。　　
总而言之，你认为恋爱是个人的、暂时的，而结婚是属于社会的，是终身大事。想法相当实在而现实，Ａ型白羊座遵守社会秩序与习惯的性质在你身上表露无遗，因为你认为结婚和社会息息相关，为了社会的和谐安定，结婚之事便不得不慎重考虑！

贤慧的女性，专制的男性　　

由于具有慎重的婚姻顾虎，所以当你在选择配偶时，便按照自己的标准，列出条件，一一考核，唯恐有些微而不慎造成日后婚姻的危机，徒然终身遗憾。　　
但在这种方式，过于严谨、冷静，片往因为眼界过高，错失了许多良缘，在一直不满意的延误下，晚婚的情形相当普遍。　　
尽管你在婚姻的看法上非常现实，但你却不喜欢以媒约之言的相亲方式认识对方，因此，你在结婚之前通常会经历多次恋爱，符合现代自由恋爱的潮流，而渴望拥有一个稳固牢靠的婚姻，却依然期望增添一些罗曼蒂克的色彩，这便是Ａ型白羊座的你所想要的。　　
婚后的你，在家庭生活上绝不属于朴实而安静的一类型。你家的大门，永远为朋友而敞开，朋友们来往之间，轻歌暖语，荡漾着欢乐气氛。女性会成为标准的贤妻良母，而男性每每会有大男子主义作风，颇为独裁专制。　　
如果你是此型的女性，虽然你是标准的贤妻良母，但你不会甘于把一生埋没在厨房里，而想外出工作，肯定自己的能力。因此，你会兼顾你的家庭及工作，即使事业非常成功，也不会忽略家庭。对孩子的教育方面，Ａ型白羊座的你要求相当严格，不会太溺爱而宠坏了他们，而是克尽职责地扮演好为人父母的角色。　

Ａ型白羊座的事业——职业及成功的可能性

性格上的缺陷将破坏你的好运及才华　　

Ａ型白羊座的你才华洋溢，但你是否能在事业上平步青云，获得成功，与你的性格有密切的关系。如果控制得宜，凭你不错的职业运及优异的才能，成功的胜率非常大，但如果你无法改变性格上的缺陷，便会破坏你得天独厚的才华及运气，可能就永无成功之日了。　　
你工作的时候，目标意识十分强烈，而且充满了活力，干劲十足。但是，在机会未来临之前，或是陷入进退两难的境地时，便会显得非常焦躁不安，甚至你会自暴自弃，容易浪费精力，这是由于你缺乏耐心的急躁性格所致，因此你无法安心地等待。　　在你朝着目标前进时，若没有遇到任何特别重大的阻碍，你还可发挥出出类拔萃的能力，干劲十足。但若是你转攻为守，或是运气不太好，遇到难以克服的障碍时，你会很快的丧失耐性及毅力，无法自我把持，这是你最大的弱点。如果你能弥补这一缺陷，善于控制你的双重性格，才有成功的可能，获得财富、地位及声望。　　
你适合变化性较大的职业，例如：广播、新闻、时装、证券交易等的营业部门或开发部门。　　
忠告：二十岁左右的变化及转业有利于你的将来，但需做正确的决择。　

Ａ型白羊座的财运——金钱及财运

若能节制浪费则致富有望　　

你的财运相当不错，对于储蓄方面，你喜欢积少成多的踏实方式，此点与你的性格也有相当密切的关系。Ａ型白羊座的你，在潜意识中总幻想着会有一笔横财，因此，你在事业上会有大笔的投资，想因此大捞一笔，一夜致富。　　
虽然，也有少数踏实派的人，一点一滴地积蓄财富，但那是因为Ａ型的特征胜过白羊座的特征的缘故。因为这类型的人总是以安全第一为优先考虑，不像白羊座喜欢高报酬高风险的投资，虽然这种人一向置身于安全地带，但由于对钱缺乏野心。因此，金钱上也没有办法更上一层楼，事业上也就平淡无奇了。　　
事实上，你只要把你全部的精力投注在你的事业上，就能赚取可观的财富，但仅仅是物质，也就是金钱上的满足是不够的，你更想去获得名誉、地位或声望，为了赢得这些，即使投入大笔金钱亦在所不惜。　　
你另外还有一个缺点，就是当工作或生活上不如意时，便会随便挥霍金钱，一点也不心疼。而且，运气不好的时候，无法耐心等待契机，不谙明哲保身、伺机而行之道，所以经常惹祸上身，带来不少困扰。

如果初恋.....

可能是电影看太多，梦发太多，总是在想。初恋，电影里，总是甜的，总是最完美的。那天看了牛导的"初恋红豆冰"里的初恋，切切实实地与现实标了个等号。现实里，初恋永远都是甜甜蜜蜜的。但，这只能对开始时说。当双方的甜与蜜渐渐淡化时，伤感与苦涩就开始出现。

如果初恋是一种病，我希望是爱滋病，无药可治，永远都不会不见。爱滋病的痛，有如感情里的问题。小者，头昏脑彰。大者，留下一身一世的疤，痛。

如果初恋是一种食物，我愿是糖水，永不淡化。糖水的甜，打从你放进嘴里的那一杀那就甜入心里。虽然喝多了会有后遗症，但我宁愿甜死，也不愿意哭死。

如果初恋是交通工具，我情是脚踏车。虽然刚开始会跌得伤痕累累，一旦学会就一生难忘。脚踏车给我们的是美好的记忆，没有所谓的"学车惊险" 或 "撞车记＂。有的，只是骑着它，迎着风的感觉。

如果初恋是痛的，希望关心与友谊能为你痊愈。如果初恋是悲的，但愿我能为你开解。

如果初恋发生在我身上.........我望你的每一个早晨与夜晚都是开心，愉快的。

Money and life?

While I was still sleeping in the morning of 8 o'clock, the stupid damn house phone is ringing. Damn it, I haven't sleep enough. The call is about attend a Majlis Kecemerlangan SPM 2009 Zon Bangi on this Sunday. Of cause I'll go because this kind of event mostly will give out money to me~~~

Afternoon, my friend told me that we can check the form 6 list via online. So, I immediately asked for the link and check it. Actually it was nothing to be surprised. My name of cause will in the list seems I didn't apply for the Matriculation. And it also not a surprise that they put me under science stream seems I was a science stream student in the past 2 years.

Now, I got a lot of things to be worried about. First, the school stuff that I have to buy next week. It'll cost roughly RM 200-250 exclude the school fee and books. Second, I have to go change the science stream to art stream seems I don't want to continue as a science student. Hope they will consider my apply. Last but not least, I have to work hard to handle the new subjects that I will be learnt soon which are Account, Business and economy.

I have to spend a lot of money to study and I study to earn money. That's how money and life link together~~~~





~~~ HELL~~~

又来发花癜

１８岁一个人，喜欢过的４个。现在有来多一个。别说我花心，我只是在被拒绝后很快放弃。
典型白羊，感情来得快，去得也快。只是，我总觉得自己怪怪地。总是喜欢上相处一段时间的朋友，总是没想到会喜欢上的。
可能是独子的关系吧，总是想找个人给我疼，给我关心，被我保护。所以啊，搞得我总是重女轻男，总是被人说重色轻友。哎～～～
当双手被学业或活儿给占据时，脑子也没什么喜欢谁不喜欢谁。但，只要没东西干时，就～～～～
没用的家伙，１８岁而已，就想这想那。先改变自己的性格和脾气再来谈吧～～



～～～杀～～～

启动引擎，再次出发

懒懒的四月即将告一段落，充满刺激的五月将要来历。不说也不懂，我已经过了 1／3 的2010，在过八个月又老了。时间还过得真快。

四个月里，也没干什么大事业。赚了千多令吉，但也花了不少。脑力，退步着。人呢，胖着。口呢，还是一样的衰。总觉得这四个月过的未免太快了吧。

朋友，读书的，努力着。朋友，当兵的，抱怨着。我，在家里，闷着。好可悲！！！

五月，要到了，要开学了。没什么惊喜。因为我继续当我的中学生，穿我的校服，搭我的巴士。哎～～～想到要重新适应环境，朋友，学业，整个人就软了下来。可能是太就没有目标了，做什么都懒懒下。

但我一点也没怕过，就因为我是典型牧羊座。随时都能适应新的环境。也因为是典型牧羊，搞得我整个四月闷呆了。哎～～～

是时候把自己搞一搞，酱才能干一番大事业。



冲!!!!

Thank you

One of my BFFF is going to study in Singapore next Monday. It's just a few hours ago he get this news from his mom. I'm so happy for him but on the other hand I feel so sad because I didn't think that we will be apart this early. It's his wish to study oversea so do me but he has this opportunity faster than everyone else, I'm so happy. Thank you for accompany me when I'm depressed , thank you for the first birthday present, thank you for the first birthday cake and finally, thank you for come in my life and be my most precious friend. I'll miss you and do remember to drop by my house when you come back to Malaysia.

It's still not now

Just had a small chat with my old friend in a cafe. He's older than me 3 years and is my good pal since I standard 1. He's now quite succeed due to the part time job he has now. He has his own car and I'm quite envy. He's now inviting me to join a network marketing company, Q******t. I can see that the money I can get from that company and I know it's a good chance to go for it. However, I don't think now it's the time because I'm going fomr 6 and I don't think I will have enough time to participate in that sector. The member fee is RM2000 which I think it's quite ok but I can't afford it now. RM2000, what can you do with that money? A laptop? Save in your bank? Buy something you need? I think it's worth to use it as a chance to make money. But now still not the right time.

Things I want to do before or I'm 21st

I had a chat with my friend yesterday and in a suddent, my brain had a flash about what I want to do before or I'm 21 year old. You can say it's a laughable stuff but I do really hope I can do what I have listed out here before 21st or when I'm 21st.

Thre is no any TO DO IT FIRST in the list, so it doesn't mean I will do it first if I put it in the first number.

1)Buy a condom. I would like to do it this year but keep it without any use is quite weird, so I'll do it when I get a girl. Of cause it's for emergency.

2)Visit the shops which sell sex things. There are 2 shops which I wanted to enter since I was form 3. I Need House and Naughty Condom.

3)Get a girl friend. This is quite ironic because though I have confessed several times but it just doesn't want to be fruited.

4)Hold the hand of the girl I like when we crossing the street. It seems romantic and I really want to do it. Of cause I'll make sure my hand doesn't sweat that time.

5)Go to a blood donation. I saw a poster last few days and it did left something in my mind and also heart. I think it's time for me to do something good to the society.

6)Enter the casino and play gamble in there. This is for sure I'll do it when I reach 21 because the casino in Genting Highland only allow me to enter when I'm 21.

7)Kiss the girl I like. I don't know when will be that day but I hope it will before my 22th birthday. Should I do something romantic to earn that kiss or I'm thinking to much beyond the reality.




Those are the things I wanted to do and hope will be all be done within the age range of 18-21.


*Oh God, this kid is thinking too much and so called DUMB*

当恶魔成人时

今天是我的18岁生日，也是我妈十八年前的受难日。和往常一样，我的生日都是自己过。但，今年就有点纳闷，无聊。以前，都是在学校过，虽然没有什么礼物，而且还要挨揍，但却是过得开心。今年生日落在周末，生日前，还以为能与一班人去度过这一天，但最后却什么都没有。有点悲。

在［非死不可］祝福我的，还蛮多的，但祝福语就很草率。电话祝福我的，感谢你们。到我家来的，我感激...（可以哭吗...lol）。认识的，不认识的，很熟的，不熟的，我都感谢你们的祝语。感谢那些我常欺负，但还是记得我的。感谢那些我与你的交情不怎么的，但还是祝福我的。感谢那些在当着兵的，却还是想起我的。

今年，没有所谓的礼物，但却多了感动的祝福。今年，没有那么多人与我度过生日，但却多了很多人记得我。今年，有了人生第一个蛋糕，却没人唱生日歌。但，我仍然感谢你们。

你没有祝福我，是我看不开，还是你忘了？你的短讯中没祝福，是你太急，还是你要我提醒？

１８了，不觉得有什么大改变，没多皱纹，没腰酸背痛，也没变有钱。只是觉得从今天起，我做什么都得三思而后行，因为一不小心就要吃（政府的nasi lemak lo)。

愿望嘛，也没什么，就是以后爸妈能记得我的生日，以后不用自己过生日就好了，还是有朋友在身边最好。

When the DEMON is being revived.

Today went to Putrajaya International Convension Centre for JPA interview. It was a tired trip because with a full formal attire, I was so hot on the way to there. I was set in the noon interview session which start at 3p.m but I was arrived there at 1.15p.m. I was so boring because nothing can I do. I saw a lot of nerdy there but gorgeous as well. They brought the co-curricular cerificates as much as they can but I don't the panels will give a damn care on them. The interview group of mine consisted 5 people including myself. I'm the only boy and the only one who takes Tourism. The lovely chinese girl who sat beside me so surprised when I used Mandarin to talk with her. The panels were so nice and friendly but one of them thought I'm a Malay. ( What the fuck, in one hour, two people thought I'm a Malay). They asked this and that. So I answered : BLA BLA BLA..... Now I'm siting in my room, facing my computer and waiting for the reply from JPA. The result will out at the third week of May. What a long time to wait. I study form 6 while waiting for their reply.

First time in my life

I feel very nervous in this momment. I'm going to attend an interview session tomorrow but right now, my nervous is getting stonger and has conquered my body. I can't sleep well and so scare of what I will say during the interview. I'm very good when dealing with my friends and teachers but this time, it's the JPA staffs. I don't know what can I do to keep the nervous away but what I must do now is think of what I have to say soon. I have prepared it well physically but not mentally. I don't what will happen tomorrow but I hope everything will get fine soon.

Wallet-bleeding

Today went to Kajang to buy some formal wears for interview on Wednesday. I have bought a formal slack and a formal shoe. It was a damn boring trip because my stupid friend has left me alone to go Penang. I have total spent RM150 for those things. My wallet is still bleeding even right now also. Damn it, do this interview really that important? Remember don't wish my luck because I no need luck to get the scholarship. ( Trying to be cool but I'm actually ain't cool)

Gosh

The date when I have to attend the JPA's interview is coming soon. Three days more and I will go to Putrajaya to be interviewed by those staffs. Up till now, the documents I need haven't I complete yet. I have started to get nervous straight to my spine. I have started to wonder what kind of things I should say in front of them. What excuse I should give to support myself in choosing the Tourism course and what can I do to give them an extreme impression. I think is time for me to write some scripts and practise in front the mirror.

思念，是一种病？

朋友说我的"部落"太过"鸡肠"。今天就来点新的，别的。思念是一种病，张震岳唱出我的心声，带出我的想念。可笑吧，连我这种时常搞得别人不悦的人也会想念他人。今年的年头，各路朋友都各忙各的。有的，当兵去。有的，干活儿去。也有的，闷去。我心中的那份思念，想念全都涌了出来。平时欺负的，好想念。平时聊开的，好思念。如今，那份感觉更强了。我想你，你懂吗？其实，懂不懂，明不明都无所谓。只要你在孤单时，偶尔想起你有过我这样的朋友就行了。

What a day

Today went to Metro Point. The main purpose we actually wanna do is to discuss the interview things but in the end it's ended up with Sushi King for lunch and Baskin Robin for desert. It was my first time to have Baskin Robin, it was just normal ice cream but with more flavours. Went to Metro Plaza to buy something for my friend. I wish to buy her a handbag but the price is OH MY GOD. So I decided to buy a school bag which she will need it. It's the mix of pink and grey and I hope she will like it when she get it. Just hope she will get it soon.

A happy but not quite fun day

Today went to Sunway Lagoon Theme Park with my BFFF and his National Service friends, so it makes up of 5 people. It's quite fun in the them park. Blah blah blah, that's the end. ( no mood to talk about the detail)

JPA

I'm so happy because I'm one of the participants who will attend the JPA's interview in Putrajaya soon. My interview date is on 7th April at 2.00p.m. Hope it will go as smooth as it can. Tourism is the course I have applied. Technically, I can get the scholarship but logically, I can't (government issue). What I can do now is just do my best to show them my enthusiasm in that field. Everyone, please wish me luck ( I always say I don't need luck but I think this time I need some).

If you can open your heart to me

There are people who like to keep their own problem to themselve or it's a sign to tell us stick your nose to your own business. But there are people who like to share their problem to others. I'm categorised in the second group. I like to share my secret to those who I believe they are worth to be trust. I like to tell them who I fall in love to because I believe they will say GO FOR IT. I like to call them when I cry. I just can't keep those happiness and sadness to myself only. I need FRIENDS.

Some of my friends are the same as me while some are still keep a distance from me. Mayb my face has something on it: I'M NOT WORTH TO TRUST. Honestly, I was once a big mouth who spread rumour and secret of my friend. But now I have changed. ( Do believe me,ok??)

If you can just open your heart to me, I will really feel glad and give you my fully support. If you can just tell me what's you problem , your main problem I'll do my best to help you.

Just believe me,ok???

I want someone to care about me.

Lately,I got nothing to do but online without any purpose. I really feel so bored and WHAT THE FUCK is going on in my life. I have tried to find anyone to chat wit me but SHIT NO ONE IS AROUND. To be more precise , there is no girl around to chat with me. I feel I'm the NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU, DUDE. What to do, I'm not the Mr.Right to everyone. Some of my friends are in couple state now and I'm still single. Damn, it so ironic even the nerd amongst us also in couple. Now I really feel like the world is unfair and not suit for me. FUCK YOU, I WILL DO MY BEST TO CHANGE THE WORLD.

New life

A new life is going to begin in my life. I'm going to start here and start now. This 2 months when I didn't update my blog, many things have happened. My SPM result , my big salary, my future and my life. I don't where I should start it so I will just skip it. To be more precise, I'll here announce the new blog of mine will revive now. Thanks for you support.