Sunday, January 23, 2011

Oh gosh.......

First time of driving is god damn nervous. The weather was hot and the Kancil is god damn small. My driving tutor is a mid-aged uncle with a quite big size. My L licence is also freaking ugly. I don't what the fuck had they did with my picture.

Before everything starts, I was given a lot of theory about how to deal with the gear. This and that and finally, my turn to drive. First thing I did before the car move was the turned off of engine by me. LOL~~~ Well, it was my first time so don't laugh at me.

I don't know what to say about my performance. If I were given mark out of 100, I think this will be the first time I fail any of the tests. ><....

I have unique feet which are wider than others. So I keep accidentally press the accelerate paddle when I want to break. What a troublesome problem I'm having. It's also quite hard to balance the clutch and accelerate paddle. Maybe due to the testerone in my body, my leg keep pressing the accelerate paddle so hard. The most dangerous thing was that I like to press the accelerate paddle but not break.

I think I need to work out of it seriously before the next lesson. But where to get a car to practise? Anyone is willing to lend me their car for practise? I promise will not make scratch on your car or spoil your engine.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Well

At first, I was going to write this post in Chinese. But guess that it's been a while for me not to type in Chinese, my skill has became so suck. So that's what you can see now.

One of my friends always say that being a kid is the happiest thing in life. In contrast, I like to be an adult who able to do things that kids can't. ( Don't have the wrong idea that my brain is full of THOSE stuff ) However, as I grow ( 18 and going to be 19 soon ) many and many of things keep popping out. First is my coming big and last public exam - THE STPM. It's suck that I have never felt this kind of nervous in my life after the UPSR. In the past, I can normally predict where's my standard is but not this time. 6 months have passed and I still don't know the how well can I do in the real exam. Is it my confidence has gone? Or just the cruel reality has made me understand the situation?

Second, I have started to think of the life after this. What should I do while waiting for the result to out? There are some plans in my mind but yet I haven't decide. I was planning to be the temporary teacher in my former primary school. But it seems that I'll get low payment so I have dumped it. Lately, I have heard one of my friends that working as a part time in the casino do earn a lot. This is really something I like to hear of. While earning the money for my further study, I can gain some extraordinary working experience. What do you think?

Well, last and the thing I always talk about, Money. It seems that the university I plan to go have show no decrease in their requirement for the scholarship. Should I keep my head in the same course? There are a lot of elders keep telling me that study in form 6 makes your thought grows. I strongly agree. But it doesn't change my interest and ambition. I'm in Science class but I didn't get any interest in Science. I will still go on for my Hospitality Management or the worst is Public Relationship.

My life is a drama and I'm working hard to be the main character. I got no director or script writer. What I have are you all and myself.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

it's 2011

It seems that time pass with no obstacle and my calender has shown 1/1/2011. It's just so fast that I can compare it with the speed of light. I got one and a half month holiday but I wasted it. I was planned to do revision in during this break but I spent most of the time in front my computer.

Well, who cares now because it's passed. What I need to concern is the 364 days that are still remaining. I have to use them wisely so that my STPM doesn't be the biggest regret in my life.

In a new year, new resolution I'm having. It's easy to understand and know about it because for a dude who's going to face the last and very important exam. I deeply want my life to get better in this year. Get lost for all the bad luck and worse things and welcome fortune and prosperity.

I'll prepare myself to get in the war which is coming soon. I'll take care myself before I fall down once again. Loneliness is here but I think friends and happiness will greatly kick its butt for me.

WELCOME 2011!!!!!