If you are observable enough, you will notice that most of us spend our time like we have more than the 24 hours. Since the beginning of the day, we have started to waste our time. The time you take to wake up from the bed. I'm 19 this year and I expect most of my friends can wake up when the alarm is rang. However, I still can't believe that there are adults who need their mom to wake them up. How pathetic if you can't do this kind of easy job independently, what kind of big matter can you solve?
Students are the category that wasted their time a lot. Since primary school, students thought that they have a lot of time before they step their foot into the society. But too bad to say that, I still have 116 days before I'm going to take the MOST important exam in my uniform school life. While revising my study as much as possible, I notice that most of my schoolmates are treating this 116 days like they having 611 days. I'm quite disappointed that a 19 years old can behave like 9 years old. Not that I want to critic my own friends, but it's just so sad to see them act like a kid without thinking their future.
Maybe they will have a very good future by having a rich husband or work as a salesman who earn 5 digits salary. But at least now do something so that you will not regret later. Some of my friends said that, ' What can I do, I'm just a student that average or even below average'. Some of them even said,' It's pointless if I study so hard if I can merely get a pass'. To me, no one is stupid or below average. It's just that how much of time you are willing to spend in the study. If you are a slow learner, why not you spend double the time normal people study? If you merely can get a pass, why not have a longer study period to get a credit?
Everyone has a price tag but time doesn't have one. No one can evaluate how much time cost but you know it did cost you a lot. You are spending the current time for a better future. Make it a worth investment instead of having lost in the future.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Friday, July 8, 2011
Competition
Since last month, I was busying with the things in my sport house as I'm the captain. Quite funny that this captain is elected by the teacher in the staff room. Well, once you get the position the role is started. In the beginning of this year, the road run event has drained most of my energy as the teacher in charge is so urged to get the champion. Friends around me keep saying that why the teachers want the title of CHAMPION so much. Well, I agree with them. It's just a normal sport event. The winner only get the title of champion, not more than that.
Today, my sport house has won the champion for the school sport day event. Thanks to the contribution of all members, we are managed to stand ahead others. You may think that just a name of champion, not more than that. But in every member of my house, we feel so proud even though we are just sitting there and cheer for others. Yes, some are definitely no feeling about winning the champion. But most did feel so proud when our house is declared as this year winner.
Competition is for those who are willing to fight. Fight for their place, their pride, even life. Since the day of our birth, competition has started. With your friends, your relatives, even those you don't even know theirs name. Many will just say, 'For what I compete with them, I will just do things that just suit me'. But think again, if you stop compete with others, then you will just leave behind and wait for you death. Weakling only can survive if they keep upgrading and evolving themselves. We, human is one of the species that has competing with the destiny of life.
No matter who you are, if you are not willing to compete with others, please step aside. Do not block the way of those who are willing to move forward and reach the sky. The strong shall rule while the weak can just hope.
Today, my sport house has won the champion for the school sport day event. Thanks to the contribution of all members, we are managed to stand ahead others. You may think that just a name of champion, not more than that. But in every member of my house, we feel so proud even though we are just sitting there and cheer for others. Yes, some are definitely no feeling about winning the champion. But most did feel so proud when our house is declared as this year winner.
Competition is for those who are willing to fight. Fight for their place, their pride, even life. Since the day of our birth, competition has started. With your friends, your relatives, even those you don't even know theirs name. Many will just say, 'For what I compete with them, I will just do things that just suit me'. But think again, if you stop compete with others, then you will just leave behind and wait for you death. Weakling only can survive if they keep upgrading and evolving themselves. We, human is one of the species that has competing with the destiny of life.
No matter who you are, if you are not willing to compete with others, please step aside. Do not block the way of those who are willing to move forward and reach the sky. The strong shall rule while the weak can just hope.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Spoilt teen in this spoilt world
Within a week that's quite a lot of thing for me to digest and absorb into my mind. After listened to one of the elders, I feel that it's just right for me to keep practicing the realism concept. Though it's quite unfriendly to others, but it's still the safer way to do in this world where the strong stand above the weak.
In a sudden, I really think that my life is a Hong Kong drama. Full of mysteries and suspends, I will go through a lot of surprises. Now, one of my friend is a victim of a serious crime. While on the other hand, one of my friend might be the culprit of this crime. My mind is quite unstable now because I will never thought that this can happen to me. Ironically, this did happened and now we are just waiting the truth to uncover by it own.
Surprisingly, just near my school another serious case happened. Someone jumped off the building and committed suicide. From what I have informed by the news, it's kind of sad. This person was accused that he done something on a girl. Maybe he can't stand for this blame and took the fastest way to prove himself. But so sad, this is also the stupidest way.
These 2 cases did shocked me and left some impacts in me. The world is spoilt and what spoil it is the society. The increasing number of those individualistic and realistic. Who should responsible in this? There will be no fix answer. What important is we play our own role perfectly and smoothly.
In a sudden, I really think that my life is a Hong Kong drama. Full of mysteries and suspends, I will go through a lot of surprises. Now, one of my friend is a victim of a serious crime. While on the other hand, one of my friend might be the culprit of this crime. My mind is quite unstable now because I will never thought that this can happen to me. Ironically, this did happened and now we are just waiting the truth to uncover by it own.
Surprisingly, just near my school another serious case happened. Someone jumped off the building and committed suicide. From what I have informed by the news, it's kind of sad. This person was accused that he done something on a girl. Maybe he can't stand for this blame and took the fastest way to prove himself. But so sad, this is also the stupidest way.
These 2 cases did shocked me and left some impacts in me. The world is spoilt and what spoil it is the society. The increasing number of those individualistic and realistic. Who should responsible in this? There will be no fix answer. What important is we play our own role perfectly and smoothly.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
I'm educated
Lately, I found some nuisances who keep popping out in my blog. Writing those words which only their kind will write in public. I wonder why they can copy and paste for words that around 300 words. I guess they haven't forget the instruction that WRITE NOT LESS THAN 300 WORDS.
What make me want to laugh is that, he or they ( only guys will have no shame to write those things) did know how to cover themselves with the title of ANONYMOUS. Such a hilarious thing they can do. I wonder what I did, which make he or they copy and paste for more than 10 pages which each page consists of 300 words. Look at the good side, I'm quite the kind that can influence others.
But please, I remove my chat box not to show you I'm a coward. But to let you got no chance to contaminate my blog. Even it's not as famous as those BLOGGERS but this is a place where I write and share. You can hate me, but please use another way so that you won't ashamed yourself and your family. Even I don't know who is the culprit, but I know that you are just the same as me. You are EDUCATED.
If you really feel unfair for me to say bad about you, show yourself and argue with me. You got guts to write those words so I hope you got the same guts too to show your true identity.
P/s: I hope you R.I.P when your time is near. Don't think of me and what I said. Because I'm not worth enough for you to remember till your last breath.
What make me want to laugh is that, he or they ( only guys will have no shame to write those things) did know how to cover themselves with the title of ANONYMOUS. Such a hilarious thing they can do. I wonder what I did, which make he or they copy and paste for more than 10 pages which each page consists of 300 words. Look at the good side, I'm quite the kind that can influence others.
But please, I remove my chat box not to show you I'm a coward. But to let you got no chance to contaminate my blog. Even it's not as famous as those BLOGGERS but this is a place where I write and share. You can hate me, but please use another way so that you won't ashamed yourself and your family. Even I don't know who is the culprit, but I know that you are just the same as me. You are EDUCATED.
If you really feel unfair for me to say bad about you, show yourself and argue with me. You got guts to write those words so I hope you got the same guts too to show your true identity.
P/s: I hope you R.I.P when your time is near. Don't think of me and what I said. Because I'm not worth enough for you to remember till your last breath.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
PAUSE, let's have a break
It's been a long long while since the last post. I have busy with my school mid term exam. Now all have been a past and I will make a short break time period to recharge myself. Look at the calender and you will know there's about 2 weeks holidays for me. Yet the first week is kind of hustle for me. 3 days Penang trip and another 3 days camp.
Don't talk about the exam here because it's kind of boring stuff for most of us. Within the exam month, I have realised something. Human won't panic until the last moment. I hope this won't happen if the world is really going to the end next year.
So I hope I'll enjoy this last holidays in this year. Let's the joyful moment begins.
Don't talk about the exam here because it's kind of boring stuff for most of us. Within the exam month, I have realised something. Human won't panic until the last moment. I hope this won't happen if the world is really going to the end next year.
So I hope I'll enjoy this last holidays in this year. Let's the joyful moment begins.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
It's just another investment of life
People nowadays make a lot of investments. From the shiny gold to the up and down digit called share. What are they doing is just a way to increase their wealth so that they can retire as young as they can.
Education is also another investments of life. Since the age of 4, your parents already send you into the so-called pre school learning centre a.k.a kinder garden. What they hope is that you can cope up the learning when you enter primary school. Piano class, swimming session or even English tutorial will then come one by one. They put a lot of money on us just to make sure we can compete with those in our life.
Tuition classes which cost lot of money will then come to you when you enter secondary school. Parents look for the A's instead of you capability on doing other stuff. They will not satisfy with only a pass but excellent in your result. But lucky to say that, the public school doesn't cost a lot if not I bet the parents will be so frustrated.
Once you looking for the suitable university or college, you will know how much you will spend to ensure you future is filled not only the A's, certificates but money. Looking for the suitable institute not only you need to concern about its reputation, but also your wallet. No money? Then it will be easy for you to just enter the public university which costs little bit compare to those privates.
Yes, you may save a lot now. But soon or later you will regret. This is more specific to those who interested in taking up a job which in private sector. Yes you pay more, the quality of the study you will receive is also more. Compare to those public university, the facilities and the materials you will get is lesser. While you can't ensure job opportunity when you graduate. This is not simply say by me but based on the experience of my relatives. The society is having a realism attitude. They look at the outlook before they look at the contents. So be smart when you are willing to step into the private sector.
One more thing. be ensure you will get a job once you graduate. It's vital for a fresh grad because you need money to survive. Having a good grade will not ensure you earn more than others. Having the enthusiasm and the braveness in your job will make sure your wallet fills with money.
Education is also another investments of life. Since the age of 4, your parents already send you into the so-called pre school learning centre a.k.a kinder garden. What they hope is that you can cope up the learning when you enter primary school. Piano class, swimming session or even English tutorial will then come one by one. They put a lot of money on us just to make sure we can compete with those in our life.
Tuition classes which cost lot of money will then come to you when you enter secondary school. Parents look for the A's instead of you capability on doing other stuff. They will not satisfy with only a pass but excellent in your result. But lucky to say that, the public school doesn't cost a lot if not I bet the parents will be so frustrated.
Once you looking for the suitable university or college, you will know how much you will spend to ensure you future is filled not only the A's, certificates but money. Looking for the suitable institute not only you need to concern about its reputation, but also your wallet. No money? Then it will be easy for you to just enter the public university which costs little bit compare to those privates.
Yes, you may save a lot now. But soon or later you will regret. This is more specific to those who interested in taking up a job which in private sector. Yes you pay more, the quality of the study you will receive is also more. Compare to those public university, the facilities and the materials you will get is lesser. While you can't ensure job opportunity when you graduate. This is not simply say by me but based on the experience of my relatives. The society is having a realism attitude. They look at the outlook before they look at the contents. So be smart when you are willing to step into the private sector.
One more thing. be ensure you will get a job once you graduate. It's vital for a fresh grad because you need money to survive. Having a good grade will not ensure you earn more than others. Having the enthusiasm and the braveness in your job will make sure your wallet fills with money.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Presents, gifts, you all
If you are observing enough, you can say this is a second part of my post about 19th birthday. I thought my birthday ends when the clock shows 12 a.m 11th April. But it seems not at all. You all quite surprised me when more and more surprises come one by one. I really didn't expect that much from you all because I just the shadow walking through your life. Maybe I too pessimist this time, but I just don't want to expect too much. I told you that I need a wallet and you bought it. A nice one and I'm really touched. You all treated me meals and spent so much of time and energy just to make me a card. You know how happy I am when I saw the card you all make for me. When I was still complaining why I am the one without birthday card, the next moment you all bring it out. I'm so touched and feel very happy. The presents you all gave contain lots of meaning. However, you all are the gifts that God give me full with everything. I hope our friendship won't end after this year. Remember no matter when and where you all are, I will just stay right there for you all. Just to bring out some laughter for you all. I love you all, my precious friends.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
A watch, a cake, a bunch of friends
It's another day which friends wish me happy birthday. It's just another day I didn't put any expectation on it yet getting surprised by my friends who mean a lot to me. Weeks before today, I keep telling my friends to prepare something for me like present or treat me for a good meal. I'm sure there are people who think that such thick face I'm having. But that's just another way I entertain myself. In my house, no such tradition to celebrate birthday. Not even HAPPY BIRTHDAY is being said out. That's how I went through my birthday with only wishes from my friends. I'm so happy when I first received presents from my classmate in my Form 5 life. To me, that was the happiest time in my life. Last year was the most touched birthday when you delivered a cake to my house and wished me happy birthday. I was sitting in front my computer for whole day and quite depressed. Yet you appeared outside my house with a cake. It meant a lot to me. This year without you is quite a pain. I get a watch this year. Guess what, I have about 10 years didn't wear a watch. Weird but yes. Not that I don't like to wear it, but the fact is I don't like to wear those you can get in PASAR MALAM. You call me so picky but that's who I am. I will take good care of the watch you 3 gave. But quite suffer because up till now I still haven't use to that watch. Today birthday is so-called surprising when you 2 brought the cake to the ball court. Though I already sensed somethings yesterday, but you 2 still give me a surprised. I may looked calm and cool but inside of me is just like the others. Thanks to you all who make my birthday more lively instead of having myself and also my computer. Last but not least, thanks to my friends who message me. Neither presents nor things can make me happy but the sincere wishes and words from you all light up my day. P/S: Those who forget about my birthday, never mind. I'm still 19, there still many chances for you to compensate me. I may mind it but I won't waste too much of time on it. Just compensate me anyhow. By: The thick-faced who ask for presents and treats.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Sad
We only will regret and sad after you lost somethings important. I'm so down now because I'm in such situation now. There were some wonderful passages I wrote years ago and today I have the idea to read back what I have written. But unfortunately, all of them disappear because I format-ed my computer and deleted my old blog. What even worse is I didn't share it to anyone else. So it's kind of ' DIE BEFORE IT CAN SERVE' . I learn my lesson this time and I will start to make copy in the future. Really so sad because those passages were written during my darkest age. I can't write back suck emotion and down passage anymore.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Finding-->upgrading-->installing-->finishing
People always find for what they want. Yet youth nowadays don't really know what they want. What in their mind is what they don't want and what they hate. You can simply ask a current Form 5 or Form 6 about what they want to do after their public exam. What you can expect from them is, ' I don't know. I will let my result to decide' or ' I will decide when the time come'.
Their mind is so shallow that only can put in their emotion. Yes, they might still young. But if you don't think while you are young, it's too late when you got no time for it. One of my friends said, 'I'm not sure whether there's tomorrow or not, so why do I have to think about the future?' If everyone only appreciate today but not thinking of the tomorrow, guess what will happen to our world.
Those scientists who invented so many useful stuff because they believe there's tomorrow and we need to think what tomorrow need. So think it now and plan for it.
Technology nowadays is getting more and more yet there's still a lot of space to improve. Human too should upgrade themselves mentally. We should prepare our mind so that it fit the current society. Conservative and narrow minded people will only block the flow of success. We need to keep upgrading so that we can have the same speed with the development. Those who can't will only get in the way.
21st century is no more the era for those spoon feeder. Success won't come just because you urge for it and pray so hard to God. Do it yourself with full of enthusiasm and confidence will lead you the path of succeed. Those who keep depending on others will only cause doom to themselves when there's no one else for them to cling. Think deeply from your heart if you wish to keep living on in this world which strong leads and weak serves.
I'm just a mere teenager but only think deeply into my future. You can say I'm an ego ass but you can't deny the way this world is. You maybe rich enough to live without doing any job but your heart and life is so empty that nothing can fit it. Those with dream and work hard for it will stab you just to let you wake up from that stupidity.
Their mind is so shallow that only can put in their emotion. Yes, they might still young. But if you don't think while you are young, it's too late when you got no time for it. One of my friends said, 'I'm not sure whether there's tomorrow or not, so why do I have to think about the future?' If everyone only appreciate today but not thinking of the tomorrow, guess what will happen to our world.
Those scientists who invented so many useful stuff because they believe there's tomorrow and we need to think what tomorrow need. So think it now and plan for it.
Technology nowadays is getting more and more yet there's still a lot of space to improve. Human too should upgrade themselves mentally. We should prepare our mind so that it fit the current society. Conservative and narrow minded people will only block the flow of success. We need to keep upgrading so that we can have the same speed with the development. Those who can't will only get in the way.
21st century is no more the era for those spoon feeder. Success won't come just because you urge for it and pray so hard to God. Do it yourself with full of enthusiasm and confidence will lead you the path of succeed. Those who keep depending on others will only cause doom to themselves when there's no one else for them to cling. Think deeply from your heart if you wish to keep living on in this world which strong leads and weak serves.
I'm just a mere teenager but only think deeply into my future. You can say I'm an ego ass but you can't deny the way this world is. You maybe rich enough to live without doing any job but your heart and life is so empty that nothing can fit it. Those with dream and work hard for it will stab you just to let you wake up from that stupidity.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Another day I get motivated
Today is the day where the STPM result being released. It's kind of early this year because it's still February yet the result is out. Though I shouldn't be the one that concern this so much but it kind of attract my attention.
Around 11a.m, the result is out yet I'm not in the place to see it live but I get to know the result from my friend. Glad to hear that many students managed to get a 3 pointed while none of them get 4 flat.
I don't know why but the result seems to leave me an impact. I need to do my very best if not I will regret for my life. Though I always do my best yet this time really make me really really want to do it. I can't afford to lose even for once. Not that because I'm too ego and wanted to win so much but my life and my future really is depends on this time. If I fall, then darkness shall with me forever.
I hope friends around can also take this as a lesson not to treat STPM like something that looks small and meaningless.
P/S: Get motivated always but not always do thing for good.
Around 11a.m, the result is out yet I'm not in the place to see it live but I get to know the result from my friend. Glad to hear that many students managed to get a 3 pointed while none of them get 4 flat.
I don't know why but the result seems to leave me an impact. I need to do my very best if not I will regret for my life. Though I always do my best yet this time really make me really really want to do it. I can't afford to lose even for once. Not that because I'm too ego and wanted to win so much but my life and my future really is depends on this time. If I fall, then darkness shall with me forever.
I hope friends around can also take this as a lesson not to treat STPM like something that looks small and meaningless.
P/S: Get motivated always but not always do thing for good.
Monday, February 14, 2011
The first time
It's my first time that I celebrate Valentine. I don't know is there any meaning because everyday it's special day for me and her. Present or gift don't mean everything but my love to you it is. I said your handmade things are lame because I don't want you to waste your time and your sleeping hour.
Maybe no one tells you before, I'm willing to spend my money until I'm broke. I'm willing to spend my time from day to night for you. I even willing to think so hard for every special event that related to us.
This is my first Valentine with you. I gave you this and that because I think you deserve them. I
care of you and tolerate you because you are the special girl for me.
I hope that I'll get your tolerate and considerate towards my lifestyle and attitude because I'm not the perfect match for you. I sorry for what I did that sadden your heart in the past 7 months and thank you for the forgiveness you always give.
I thanks for the gift you gave. I'm so happy that you did cared of what I need. I want no repay from you but your forgiveness. Thanks.
Maybe no one tells you before, I'm willing to spend my money until I'm broke. I'm willing to spend my time from day to night for you. I even willing to think so hard for every special event that related to us.
This is my first Valentine with you. I gave you this and that because I think you deserve them. I
care of you and tolerate you because you are the special girl for me.
I hope that I'll get your tolerate and considerate towards my lifestyle and attitude because I'm not the perfect match for you. I sorry for what I did that sadden your heart in the past 7 months and thank you for the forgiveness you always give.
I thanks for the gift you gave. I'm so happy that you did cared of what I need. I want no repay from you but your forgiveness. Thanks.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Holidays
It's so fast that 2011 Chinese New Year has came and there are still 2 days before my school reopen. It's kind of bored because I have never gone through this short of CNY holidays before. Can you imagine that the school is going to reopen on the 5th day of CNY? I guess all of us have no such thought before.
Talk about this year CNY, it's kind of sad. Too short for holiday too fast for everyone. In the previous years, you can feel the air is full with CNY feeling. But this year CNY is too fast,even
the shop's owners haven't take down the decoration of Christmas and New Year. It's so lame that I got nothing to do in this CNY.
I spent my first day of CNY in my grandma's house. To be more precise, I only spent 2 hours at there. That's the only thing in I did in my CNY. The rest of the days of CNY will be stayed in my house until the school reopen.
It's not like I got no place to go and spend, it's just that I feel so bored and lazy to go out. Maybe as I grow older I have became so-called uncle. Do you feel that I like your parents? Instead of spending time outside, I rather stay in my house watching TV or just sleep.
By the way, to all my friends who zodiac horoscope is Monkey, we will have a good luck in our career. Kind of ironic that most of us only have one career which is student. In term of love, it's kind of OK OK. Those who are single, do keep an eye to those who close to you. Talk about money, 2011 is not our year.
Overall, Monkey has a average year in 2011. It's just a reference and don't take it serious. Here, I wish everyone has a great year and prosperity be with you all.
Talk about this year CNY, it's kind of sad. Too short for holiday too fast for everyone. In the previous years, you can feel the air is full with CNY feeling. But this year CNY is too fast,even
the shop's owners haven't take down the decoration of Christmas and New Year. It's so lame that I got nothing to do in this CNY.
I spent my first day of CNY in my grandma's house. To be more precise, I only spent 2 hours at there. That's the only thing in I did in my CNY. The rest of the days of CNY will be stayed in my house until the school reopen.
It's not like I got no place to go and spend, it's just that I feel so bored and lazy to go out. Maybe as I grow older I have became so-called uncle. Do you feel that I like your parents? Instead of spending time outside, I rather stay in my house watching TV or just sleep.
By the way, to all my friends who zodiac horoscope is Monkey, we will have a good luck in our career. Kind of ironic that most of us only have one career which is student. In term of love, it's kind of OK OK. Those who are single, do keep an eye to those who close to you. Talk about money, 2011 is not our year.
Overall, Monkey has a average year in 2011. It's just a reference and don't take it serious. Here, I wish everyone has a great year and prosperity be with you all.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Oh gosh.......
First time of driving is god damn nervous. The weather was hot and the Kancil is god damn small. My driving tutor is a mid-aged uncle with a quite big size. My L licence is also freaking ugly. I don't what the fuck had they did with my picture.
Before everything starts, I was given a lot of theory about how to deal with the gear. This and that and finally, my turn to drive. First thing I did before the car move was the turned off of engine by me. LOL~~~ Well, it was my first time so don't laugh at me.
I don't know what to say about my performance. If I were given mark out of 100, I think this will be the first time I fail any of the tests. ><....
I have unique feet which are wider than others. So I keep accidentally press the accelerate paddle when I want to break. What a troublesome problem I'm having. It's also quite hard to balance the clutch and accelerate paddle. Maybe due to the testerone in my body, my leg keep pressing the accelerate paddle so hard. The most dangerous thing was that I like to press the accelerate paddle but not break.
I think I need to work out of it seriously before the next lesson. But where to get a car to practise? Anyone is willing to lend me their car for practise? I promise will not make scratch on your car or spoil your engine.
Before everything starts, I was given a lot of theory about how to deal with the gear. This and that and finally, my turn to drive. First thing I did before the car move was the turned off of engine by me. LOL~~~ Well, it was my first time so don't laugh at me.
I don't know what to say about my performance. If I were given mark out of 100, I think this will be the first time I fail any of the tests. ><....
I have unique feet which are wider than others. So I keep accidentally press the accelerate paddle when I want to break. What a troublesome problem I'm having. It's also quite hard to balance the clutch and accelerate paddle. Maybe due to the testerone in my body, my leg keep pressing the accelerate paddle so hard. The most dangerous thing was that I like to press the accelerate paddle but not break.
I think I need to work out of it seriously before the next lesson. But where to get a car to practise? Anyone is willing to lend me their car for practise? I promise will not make scratch on your car or spoil your engine.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Well
At first, I was going to write this post in Chinese. But guess that it's been a while for me not to type in Chinese, my skill has became so suck. So that's what you can see now.
One of my friends always say that being a kid is the happiest thing in life. In contrast, I like to be an adult who able to do things that kids can't. ( Don't have the wrong idea that my brain is full of THOSE stuff ) However, as I grow ( 18 and going to be 19 soon ) many and many of things keep popping out. First is my coming big and last public exam - THE STPM. It's suck that I have never felt this kind of nervous in my life after the UPSR. In the past, I can normally predict where's my standard is but not this time. 6 months have passed and I still don't know the how well can I do in the real exam. Is it my confidence has gone? Or just the cruel reality has made me understand the situation?
Second, I have started to think of the life after this. What should I do while waiting for the result to out? There are some plans in my mind but yet I haven't decide. I was planning to be the temporary teacher in my former primary school. But it seems that I'll get low payment so I have dumped it. Lately, I have heard one of my friends that working as a part time in the casino do earn a lot. This is really something I like to hear of. While earning the money for my further study, I can gain some extraordinary working experience. What do you think?
Well, last and the thing I always talk about, Money. It seems that the university I plan to go have show no decrease in their requirement for the scholarship. Should I keep my head in the same course? There are a lot of elders keep telling me that study in form 6 makes your thought grows. I strongly agree. But it doesn't change my interest and ambition. I'm in Science class but I didn't get any interest in Science. I will still go on for my Hospitality Management or the worst is Public Relationship.
My life is a drama and I'm working hard to be the main character. I got no director or script writer. What I have are you all and myself.
One of my friends always say that being a kid is the happiest thing in life. In contrast, I like to be an adult who able to do things that kids can't. ( Don't have the wrong idea that my brain is full of THOSE stuff ) However, as I grow ( 18 and going to be 19 soon ) many and many of things keep popping out. First is my coming big and last public exam - THE STPM. It's suck that I have never felt this kind of nervous in my life after the UPSR. In the past, I can normally predict where's my standard is but not this time. 6 months have passed and I still don't know the how well can I do in the real exam. Is it my confidence has gone? Or just the cruel reality has made me understand the situation?
Second, I have started to think of the life after this. What should I do while waiting for the result to out? There are some plans in my mind but yet I haven't decide. I was planning to be the temporary teacher in my former primary school. But it seems that I'll get low payment so I have dumped it. Lately, I have heard one of my friends that working as a part time in the casino do earn a lot. This is really something I like to hear of. While earning the money for my further study, I can gain some extraordinary working experience. What do you think?
Well, last and the thing I always talk about, Money. It seems that the university I plan to go have show no decrease in their requirement for the scholarship. Should I keep my head in the same course? There are a lot of elders keep telling me that study in form 6 makes your thought grows. I strongly agree. But it doesn't change my interest and ambition. I'm in Science class but I didn't get any interest in Science. I will still go on for my Hospitality Management or the worst is Public Relationship.
My life is a drama and I'm working hard to be the main character. I got no director or script writer. What I have are you all and myself.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
it's 2011
It seems that time pass with no obstacle and my calender has shown 1/1/2011. It's just so fast that I can compare it with the speed of light. I got one and a half month holiday but I wasted it. I was planned to do revision in during this break but I spent most of the time in front my computer.
Well, who cares now because it's passed. What I need to concern is the 364 days that are still remaining. I have to use them wisely so that my STPM doesn't be the biggest regret in my life.
In a new year, new resolution I'm having. It's easy to understand and know about it because for a dude who's going to face the last and very important exam. I deeply want my life to get better in this year. Get lost for all the bad luck and worse things and welcome fortune and prosperity.
I'll prepare myself to get in the war which is coming soon. I'll take care myself before I fall down once again. Loneliness is here but I think friends and happiness will greatly kick its butt for me.
WELCOME 2011!!!!!
Well, who cares now because it's passed. What I need to concern is the 364 days that are still remaining. I have to use them wisely so that my STPM doesn't be the biggest regret in my life.
In a new year, new resolution I'm having. It's easy to understand and know about it because for a dude who's going to face the last and very important exam. I deeply want my life to get better in this year. Get lost for all the bad luck and worse things and welcome fortune and prosperity.
I'll prepare myself to get in the war which is coming soon. I'll take care myself before I fall down once again. Loneliness is here but I think friends and happiness will greatly kick its butt for me.
WELCOME 2011!!!!!
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