At first, I was going to write this post in Chinese. But guess that it's been a while for me not to type in Chinese, my skill has became so suck. So that's what you can see now.
One of my friends always say that being a kid is the happiest thing in life. In contrast, I like to be an adult who able to do things that kids can't. ( Don't have the wrong idea that my brain is full of THOSE stuff ) However, as I grow ( 18 and going to be 19 soon ) many and many of things keep popping out. First is my coming big and last public exam - THE STPM. It's suck that I have never felt this kind of nervous in my life after the UPSR. In the past, I can normally predict where's my standard is but not this time. 6 months have passed and I still don't know the how well can I do in the real exam. Is it my confidence has gone? Or just the cruel reality has made me understand the situation?
Second, I have started to think of the life after this. What should I do while waiting for the result to out? There are some plans in my mind but yet I haven't decide. I was planning to be the temporary teacher in my former primary school. But it seems that I'll get low payment so I have dumped it. Lately, I have heard one of my friends that working as a part time in the casino do earn a lot. This is really something I like to hear of. While earning the money for my further study, I can gain some extraordinary working experience. What do you think?
Well, last and the thing I always talk about, Money. It seems that the university I plan to go have show no decrease in their requirement for the scholarship. Should I keep my head in the same course? There are a lot of elders keep telling me that study in form 6 makes your thought grows. I strongly agree. But it doesn't change my interest and ambition. I'm in Science class but I didn't get any interest in Science. I will still go on for my Hospitality Management or the worst is Public Relationship.
My life is a drama and I'm working hard to be the main character. I got no director or script writer. What I have are you all and myself.
