Change to better

Today, there are some changes in my class. Those who applied for change stream or class have gained what they wished for. There are 7 people in my class have change to their respective classes. May San and Ka Neng are one of the 7. Wish they do their best in the class and don't miss me so much. *Think too much*

We always make change so that it come out better than the previous one. Change to better not worse is what we hope and wish for. However, do you really think it will turn out as what you wish? I will say SOMETIMES. We can't always get what we want as we are not the one who decides everything.

When the god shut one of your door, there will be another open one waiting for you. That's the life we all have. Give and take concept which always happen in our daily life. So, just do your best when you have decide something and don't ever complain or regret of it.

Life in Kajang High School

It's just the third week I'm in Kajang High, but I already can make a conclusion for my form 6 life. My form 6 life is just surrounded by jungle and ants. It's so ironic that this kind of place is just too perfect for biology students like me. *shaking my head and sighing*

I'm still the joker in the class and the noise-amplifier just like who I am in the past 11 years. Thanks to all my classmates who tolerate with me. V^-^V

The teachers are all too nice. Up till now, there's still none of them go mad because of our noisiness. However, there's teacher who doesn't know how to teach or I should say too fresh in term of experience. *wonder what the school trying to do with my STPM result*

Last but not least, I'm sure my weight will gain in no time because KFC n Pizza Hut are too near to us. Damn it, I had 3 times of fast foot in this 2 weeks. Moreover, I have spent my money like how I use the tap water. All thanks to the STRATEGY LOCATION.

Stress is coming and I know I'll be very busy start from next month.

If I were a bit richer than what I am now

It's all about money in my mind now. When will I get to be a rich and succeed white collar? How much can I earn in an hour? It's just money, money, and money.

Experience has made me know that money is everything in this this man-made hell. We can't survive with no money in our bank account or wallet. We can't do what we want or even have a dream if we are such a poor dude.

Many tell me that I'm too well-planned when it's come to my future. I have planned that when I should marry, how many kid I want to have, what school I want to let my kid study and many more. It's sound weird to everyone where you hear a 18 year old form 6 student who already planned these kind of things in his mind. But, the life and experience I have been through tell me that I should plan it as early as I can. Achieve it or not is another story but the plan should have in your mind since young.

Believe me, you would not want your kid to suffer what you having now and the regrets you may have when you were young. Money is just the everything and that everything is depends on money.

It's so ironic that I always wish I were born in a family which richer than what I'm having now. It's not a sin because everyone of us always want something better than what we have. I'm just sometimes disappoint with what I have. It's not that I don't like my family, it's just I want more than what my family can give me.

That's our government.

Today is the day when the JPA scholarship result will out. We have been informed that the result will be out at 3p.m. I have been waiting from 3 till 4 and the result finally out.

But it's really pissed me off because we can't access that web and have to keep refresh until there's something appear. What I saw are the scheme that the JPA used to evaluate us. It's so ironic that 60% of JPA scholarship is based on the race population and 20% is based on academic achievement. What the hell!!! I thought this year is totally different because of the what we called 1-MALAYSIA concept. But looks like the government is still the government.

It's always so nice to tell but when they really do it, it's just another selfish action. That's our government and that's 1-MALAYSIA.

搞不懂

人家说女人心，海底深。我说啊，每个人都是一样，我就是最好的比例！我常说谁谁谁总是不能果断作出决定，常夸自己能作最好的决定。但真正的我，却是在做了决定后才再次犹豫。

星座学里常说白羊座是个果断的人，我的确很果断。但却偏偏果断后对自己的决定觉得有所矛盾。每次总是为自己的未来而三思再三思，但却还是回犹豫。今天，这种搞不懂的心情又来了。
对文科兴趣的我，但同时也对理科没把握。又或许对文科没把握，但大学要读的确实文科的东西。总之我就是两头不到岸。

这个星期就是我等待已久的JPA放榜日。虽然说机会渺茫，但人总是带着希望成长的，所以我现在正处两种心情。拿到，很高兴能出国读书，但却要面对与友人的离别。拿不到，必须完成FORM ６ 的艰难考试，但能有友人再度过两个年头。
有时，我还真的搞不懂我自己，还蛮婆妈的。

First step to make myself famous

I'm now the class monitor of 6BH in Kajang High School. I'm getting this position with no objection and vote. It's so ironic that I volunteered myself and asked others to vote for me during the introduction and before enter the class.

Being the class monitor is just the first step for me to get popular among my friends and teachers so that I can be the president of Student Association in the coming year. I always want to be the leader and lead others to the top, but this time is much different. I finally know that how awesome it is to be a leader and I want to train myself so that I can stand in front and be the one who leads.

Whoever read this post, do not hate me or hit me because I'm still the one you all know. The ego guy.

Registration day

After a long vacation, finally I have to wear the school uniform again. Today is the registration day and it's totally boring and lame. This whole week will be the orientation program. I'm not sure will it be ok for the next few days but today is totally boring. We are like loafers doing nothing but just walk here and there.

Just hope everything will be fine when I get into the class and start my study life.

If you can'd do it, then don't say it.

It's time to be more matured and take care of my attitude. Don't try to say something child-liked and irresponsibility.

Preparation before the war

Today is a blood-bleeding day. Before the great war ( STPM ) is started, my friends and I have to prepare to enter the lower six which prepare us not only mentally but also physically to withstand the great war which will come on the next year......( It's next year and what you scare of???)



Went to Kajang town to buy my SOLDIER UNIFORM which in whole white while YH and chee yan bought their lady's like with maroon skirt. The dressing rooms were quite small until you can see the entire room if your walk close it. Don't worry, I didn't peek on YH and Chee Yan.....XD



After that, we had our lunch in McD. I really wanted to have the MEGA MAC, the new burger which doubled the size of BIG MAC. Luckily that I didn't make that order because I already feel full with the BIG' N TASTY..... I'm so surprised that Her Jin can finish one Fillet O' Fish and a McChicken which both of them are in set.

Later on, we went to Parkson to buy my bag. I'm quite the picky dude because I want to find something simple but not ordinary also with a reasonable price. In the end, I managed to get a nice bag with RM71.92 after 20% off. YH said will sponsor me RM20 for that bag as my birthday present, happy xia....XD

Then, Czip Lee become a place where we buy ours stationary. I have bought some books, pencil case , stationary and a calculator.

Bata, we went to it to buy ours school shoe but YH is the only who get what she wants. Jerry doesn't want any of them because doesn't have his type, Kung fu shoe. For me, they don't have my size. It's really hard for me to buy shoe because I got a pair of big damn foot.

When I arrive home, my mom told me that one of the pants I bought is a different size. Oh my god, I have to change it as soon as possible. Hope they will change it for me because IT's THEIR MISTAKE NOT MINE.

The overall trip has made me to spend around RM300 and I haven't get a pair of shoe yet. Hope what I bought today won't become something useless in the future.






~~~~ ROCK & ROLL BABY~~~~

Ａ型白羊座

Ａ型白羊座的性格——性格及气质

难以突破现状的自我矛盾型　　

如果用一句话显示Ａ型白羊座的性格特征，那便是自我矛盾型。因为Ａ型人的气质和白羊座的性格有许多背道而驰之处，由于如此的双重性格，你在日常生活上的表现便没有一定的模式，有时表现出Ａ型特性，有时又有白羊座的特征，常表现自我矛盾的一面。　　
Ａ型的特性在于重视传统的生活方式，十分慎重踏实地追求人生的目标，因此，你在表现出Ａ型的一面时，对于事情的想法会趋于保守，行动也较消极，即使大家认为你必须改革或超越的事，你也会迟迟不前，不轻易去突破现状。　　
而另一方面，白羊座的特征却是行动果决、勇于前进，对于任何事情都抱着超越他人的进取心，因此，当你表现出白羊座的性格时，便拥有的冒险的精神，凡事不会退缩，并且有勇往直前的毅力。于是，Ａ型白羊座的你，内心便经常产生剧烈的冲突，有时勇敢果决，有时却犹柔寡断，相互矛盾！　　
总之，Ａ型白羊座的你经常处于冲突与矛盾之中，而为了使此种矛盾与冲突减低，内外调和，最理想的方式便是以Ａ型的优点来弥补白羊座的缺点。如把两方面的优点集于一身，必能获致极大的成就。

胜败之间浮沉不定　　

Ａ型的你善于防守，但有拙于进攻的倾向，而白羊座的人，却恰巧相反，如果进攻，便可发挥卓越的能力，但防守却显得懦弱无能。因此，如果你能结合两方面的优点，则堪称攻守俱佳，可以攻无不克，成为人人赞誉的常胜将军。　　
但是，如果你非常不幸地结合了两方面的缺点，便注定要以悲剧收场，无论你做任何事都不可能成功，一辈子都无法出人头地。　　
不过，实际上能幸运地结合两方的优点，且无往不胜的人毕竟是少数，而结合了两方面的缺点，犹如乌云压顶，不见天日的可怜人也不多见，大部分的Ａ型白羊座的人都融合了Ａ型及白羊座的优缺点。因此，你经常在迷惑及浮浮沉沉的境遇中挣扎，矛盾万分。　　
至于在其他方面的表现，你非常重视事物的原则性，在生活方式或思考方法上极有原则，且具有克制感情的能力，任何一件事情吸引了你，你会以全部的热情及努力投入其中。　　
忠告：不要太固执于自己的想法及意见，或是过分重视你的原则，应打破思想的藩篱，对别人的意见采取弹性接纳的态度，同时也应培养乐观进取的精神，勇往直前。　

Ａ型白羊座的爱情——爱与性的倾向

少年维特的烦恼　　

你在爱情方面充分表现出Ａ型白羊座的性格，热情洋溢，一旦喜欢上某位异性，便显得非常冲动，几乎无法自我控制。但是，此时Ａ型特有的抑制力会适时产生作用，因此，你终究不会贸然行动，那份热情便在心中澎湃着，有如“少年维特的烦恼”一书中的主角，恋情在心中一天天地滋长，却不敢把感情勇敢地表达出来，而终日为情所苦，几乎到了如果失去对方，生活便失去意义的地步。　　
就像这样，Ａ型的压抑及白羊座的热情不断交战并煎熬着你，终有一日，你再也按捺不住心中澎湃的热情时，你会鼓起勇气向对方表达你的浓浓爱意。　　如果对方在你向他表达之后接受了你的爱意，你会欢天喜地，感激得痛哭流涕，但若是对方拒绝了你，则仿佛世界末日来临，你无法承受如此打击，而显得自暴自弃，沮丧不已，生命也不再具有任何意义。　　
因为你感情如此极端的表现，受感情的冲击如此巨大，因此，你对恋爱十分慎重，视爱情为生命中第一大事，绝非一时的感情冲动。而你原本就属于缺乏目标便无法活下去的人但当你爱上一个人，对方的生命便远胜过自己的生命，其他的目标已置之脑后，转而把爱情的目标当做人生的目标，而对方的目标也就成了你奋斗的目标。昙花一现的爱情　　
一般而言，Ａ型白羊座的你恋爱都是一见钟情。但其他血型的人可能立刻展开攻势，只有Ａ型的你极力压抑自己，但热情却在心中澎湃，一旦彼此表明爱意，这股热情便仿佛洪流一泻千里，把对方卷入激情的漩涡之中。　　
即使是Ａ型白羊座的女性，个性也很强，绝不会把主权交给男性，一旦鼓起勇气表达爱意后，亦会倾注所有的热情。　　就像轰轰烈烈的爱情一样，在性欲方面也是十分强烈，但并非纠缠不休的型态，因此，进行性行为时可能速战速决，很快便结束。而你的性生活，刚开始可能不会配合对方的步调，这是因为Ａ型白羊座的人原本就没有从容的心情。　　
你在爱情方面虽然轰轰烈烈，惊天动地，但却无法持久。那是因为Ａ型白羊座的你，并不是一点一滴将热情释放出去，或细水长流耐人寻味，而是有如狂风暴雨，泻洪澎湃，来得快，来得声势浩大，但也去得快，无影无踪。所以说此型的你，谈恋爱通常不过维持一年，甚至短短不到数月便告分手，而分手后彼此都毫不眷恋，不带一纯正感情，这份恋情自然也没有值得回味之处。　　
忠告：你常常有单恋的现象，所以在你向对方表达之前，最好先衡量一下对方对你的感情，以免承受不住被拒绝的伤痛。　

Ａ型白羊座的婚姻——婚姻及家庭

热情的爱情，冷静的婚姻　　

Ａ型白羊座的你陷入恋爱时，虽然有些盲目，喜欢一个人，便一见钟情，热情洋溢，但一旦谈到结婚，却又出乎意外地冷静，凡事都优先考虑现实的生活，丝毫也不马虎。　　
然而，这也并不是绝对的，早婚者即是例外。因为早婚者大部分因热恋时被冲昏了头，随随便便未经深思便步入结婚礼堂，结果婚后才发现彼此有许多地方无法协调配合，并且在现实的环境下，婚姻往往便产生了裂痕，最后走上分手之路，很令人遗憾。　　
除了年轻时盲目的婚姻之外，大部分的人都会冷静思考才决定结婚。　　
因此，除非你在年轻时热恋冲昏了头，否则你一定会把恋爱和婚姻分开考虑，除非你肯定对方在精神及物质上对自己有益，能同时获得满足，不然你绝不会和对方谈到婚嫁，即使对方是你的心上人。　　
总而言之，你认为恋爱是个人的、暂时的，而结婚是属于社会的，是终身大事。想法相当实在而现实，Ａ型白羊座遵守社会秩序与习惯的性质在你身上表露无遗，因为你认为结婚和社会息息相关，为了社会的和谐安定，结婚之事便不得不慎重考虑！

贤慧的女性，专制的男性　　

由于具有慎重的婚姻顾虎，所以当你在选择配偶时，便按照自己的标准，列出条件，一一考核，唯恐有些微而不慎造成日后婚姻的危机，徒然终身遗憾。　　
但在这种方式，过于严谨、冷静，片往因为眼界过高，错失了许多良缘，在一直不满意的延误下，晚婚的情形相当普遍。　　
尽管你在婚姻的看法上非常现实，但你却不喜欢以媒约之言的相亲方式认识对方，因此，你在结婚之前通常会经历多次恋爱，符合现代自由恋爱的潮流，而渴望拥有一个稳固牢靠的婚姻，却依然期望增添一些罗曼蒂克的色彩，这便是Ａ型白羊座的你所想要的。　　
婚后的你，在家庭生活上绝不属于朴实而安静的一类型。你家的大门，永远为朋友而敞开，朋友们来往之间，轻歌暖语，荡漾着欢乐气氛。女性会成为标准的贤妻良母，而男性每每会有大男子主义作风，颇为独裁专制。　　
如果你是此型的女性，虽然你是标准的贤妻良母，但你不会甘于把一生埋没在厨房里，而想外出工作，肯定自己的能力。因此，你会兼顾你的家庭及工作，即使事业非常成功，也不会忽略家庭。对孩子的教育方面，Ａ型白羊座的你要求相当严格，不会太溺爱而宠坏了他们，而是克尽职责地扮演好为人父母的角色。　

Ａ型白羊座的事业——职业及成功的可能性

性格上的缺陷将破坏你的好运及才华　　

Ａ型白羊座的你才华洋溢，但你是否能在事业上平步青云，获得成功，与你的性格有密切的关系。如果控制得宜，凭你不错的职业运及优异的才能，成功的胜率非常大，但如果你无法改变性格上的缺陷，便会破坏你得天独厚的才华及运气，可能就永无成功之日了。　　
你工作的时候，目标意识十分强烈，而且充满了活力，干劲十足。但是，在机会未来临之前，或是陷入进退两难的境地时，便会显得非常焦躁不安，甚至你会自暴自弃，容易浪费精力，这是由于你缺乏耐心的急躁性格所致，因此你无法安心地等待。　　在你朝着目标前进时，若没有遇到任何特别重大的阻碍，你还可发挥出出类拔萃的能力，干劲十足。但若是你转攻为守，或是运气不太好，遇到难以克服的障碍时，你会很快的丧失耐性及毅力，无法自我把持，这是你最大的弱点。如果你能弥补这一缺陷，善于控制你的双重性格，才有成功的可能，获得财富、地位及声望。　　
你适合变化性较大的职业，例如：广播、新闻、时装、证券交易等的营业部门或开发部门。　　
忠告：二十岁左右的变化及转业有利于你的将来，但需做正确的决择。　

Ａ型白羊座的财运——金钱及财运

若能节制浪费则致富有望　　

你的财运相当不错，对于储蓄方面，你喜欢积少成多的踏实方式，此点与你的性格也有相当密切的关系。Ａ型白羊座的你，在潜意识中总幻想着会有一笔横财，因此，你在事业上会有大笔的投资，想因此大捞一笔，一夜致富。　　
虽然，也有少数踏实派的人，一点一滴地积蓄财富，但那是因为Ａ型的特征胜过白羊座的特征的缘故。因为这类型的人总是以安全第一为优先考虑，不像白羊座喜欢高报酬高风险的投资，虽然这种人一向置身于安全地带，但由于对钱缺乏野心。因此，金钱上也没有办法更上一层楼，事业上也就平淡无奇了。　　
事实上，你只要把你全部的精力投注在你的事业上，就能赚取可观的财富，但仅仅是物质，也就是金钱上的满足是不够的，你更想去获得名誉、地位或声望，为了赢得这些，即使投入大笔金钱亦在所不惜。　　
你另外还有一个缺点，就是当工作或生活上不如意时，便会随便挥霍金钱，一点也不心疼。而且，运气不好的时候，无法耐心等待契机，不谙明哲保身、伺机而行之道，所以经常惹祸上身，带来不少困扰。