Today is the day where the STPM result being released. It's kind of early this year because it's still February yet the result is out. Though I shouldn't be the one that concern this so much but it kind of attract my attention.
Around 11a.m, the result is out yet I'm not in the place to see it live but I get to know the result from my friend. Glad to hear that many students managed to get a 3 pointed while none of them get 4 flat.
I don't know why but the result seems to leave me an impact. I need to do my very best if not I will regret for my life. Though I always do my best yet this time really make me really really want to do it. I can't afford to lose even for once. Not that because I'm too ego and wanted to win so much but my life and my future really is depends on this time. If I fall, then darkness shall with me forever.
I hope friends around can also take this as a lesson not to treat STPM like something that looks small and meaningless.
P/S: Get motivated always but not always do thing for good.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
The first time
It's my first time that I celebrate Valentine. I don't know is there any meaning because everyday it's special day for me and her. Present or gift don't mean everything but my love to you it is. I said your handmade things are lame because I don't want you to waste your time and your sleeping hour.
Maybe no one tells you before, I'm willing to spend my money until I'm broke. I'm willing to spend my time from day to night for you. I even willing to think so hard for every special event that related to us.
This is my first Valentine with you. I gave you this and that because I think you deserve them. I
care of you and tolerate you because you are the special girl for me.
I hope that I'll get your tolerate and considerate towards my lifestyle and attitude because I'm not the perfect match for you. I sorry for what I did that sadden your heart in the past 7 months and thank you for the forgiveness you always give.
I thanks for the gift you gave. I'm so happy that you did cared of what I need. I want no repay from you but your forgiveness. Thanks.
Maybe no one tells you before, I'm willing to spend my money until I'm broke. I'm willing to spend my time from day to night for you. I even willing to think so hard for every special event that related to us.
This is my first Valentine with you. I gave you this and that because I think you deserve them. I
care of you and tolerate you because you are the special girl for me.
I hope that I'll get your tolerate and considerate towards my lifestyle and attitude because I'm not the perfect match for you. I sorry for what I did that sadden your heart in the past 7 months and thank you for the forgiveness you always give.
I thanks for the gift you gave. I'm so happy that you did cared of what I need. I want no repay from you but your forgiveness. Thanks.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Holidays
It's so fast that 2011 Chinese New Year has came and there are still 2 days before my school reopen. It's kind of bored because I have never gone through this short of CNY holidays before. Can you imagine that the school is going to reopen on the 5th day of CNY? I guess all of us have no such thought before.
Talk about this year CNY, it's kind of sad. Too short for holiday too fast for everyone. In the previous years, you can feel the air is full with CNY feeling. But this year CNY is too fast,even
the shop's owners haven't take down the decoration of Christmas and New Year. It's so lame that I got nothing to do in this CNY.
I spent my first day of CNY in my grandma's house. To be more precise, I only spent 2 hours at there. That's the only thing in I did in my CNY. The rest of the days of CNY will be stayed in my house until the school reopen.
It's not like I got no place to go and spend, it's just that I feel so bored and lazy to go out. Maybe as I grow older I have became so-called uncle. Do you feel that I like your parents? Instead of spending time outside, I rather stay in my house watching TV or just sleep.
By the way, to all my friends who zodiac horoscope is Monkey, we will have a good luck in our career. Kind of ironic that most of us only have one career which is student. In term of love, it's kind of OK OK. Those who are single, do keep an eye to those who close to you. Talk about money, 2011 is not our year.
Overall, Monkey has a average year in 2011. It's just a reference and don't take it serious. Here, I wish everyone has a great year and prosperity be with you all.
Talk about this year CNY, it's kind of sad. Too short for holiday too fast for everyone. In the previous years, you can feel the air is full with CNY feeling. But this year CNY is too fast,even
the shop's owners haven't take down the decoration of Christmas and New Year. It's so lame that I got nothing to do in this CNY.
I spent my first day of CNY in my grandma's house. To be more precise, I only spent 2 hours at there. That's the only thing in I did in my CNY. The rest of the days of CNY will be stayed in my house until the school reopen.
It's not like I got no place to go and spend, it's just that I feel so bored and lazy to go out. Maybe as I grow older I have became so-called uncle. Do you feel that I like your parents? Instead of spending time outside, I rather stay in my house watching TV or just sleep.
By the way, to all my friends who zodiac horoscope is Monkey, we will have a good luck in our career. Kind of ironic that most of us only have one career which is student. In term of love, it's kind of OK OK. Those who are single, do keep an eye to those who close to you. Talk about money, 2011 is not our year.
Overall, Monkey has a average year in 2011. It's just a reference and don't take it serious. Here, I wish everyone has a great year and prosperity be with you all.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Oh gosh.......
First time of driving is god damn nervous. The weather was hot and the Kancil is god damn small. My driving tutor is a mid-aged uncle with a quite big size. My L licence is also freaking ugly. I don't what the fuck had they did with my picture.
Before everything starts, I was given a lot of theory about how to deal with the gear. This and that and finally, my turn to drive. First thing I did before the car move was the turned off of engine by me. LOL~~~ Well, it was my first time so don't laugh at me.
I don't know what to say about my performance. If I were given mark out of 100, I think this will be the first time I fail any of the tests. ><....
I have unique feet which are wider than others. So I keep accidentally press the accelerate paddle when I want to break. What a troublesome problem I'm having. It's also quite hard to balance the clutch and accelerate paddle. Maybe due to the testerone in my body, my leg keep pressing the accelerate paddle so hard. The most dangerous thing was that I like to press the accelerate paddle but not break.
I think I need to work out of it seriously before the next lesson. But where to get a car to practise? Anyone is willing to lend me their car for practise? I promise will not make scratch on your car or spoil your engine.
Before everything starts, I was given a lot of theory about how to deal with the gear. This and that and finally, my turn to drive. First thing I did before the car move was the turned off of engine by me. LOL~~~ Well, it was my first time so don't laugh at me.
I don't know what to say about my performance. If I were given mark out of 100, I think this will be the first time I fail any of the tests. ><....
I have unique feet which are wider than others. So I keep accidentally press the accelerate paddle when I want to break. What a troublesome problem I'm having. It's also quite hard to balance the clutch and accelerate paddle. Maybe due to the testerone in my body, my leg keep pressing the accelerate paddle so hard. The most dangerous thing was that I like to press the accelerate paddle but not break.
I think I need to work out of it seriously before the next lesson. But where to get a car to practise? Anyone is willing to lend me their car for practise? I promise will not make scratch on your car or spoil your engine.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Well
At first, I was going to write this post in Chinese. But guess that it's been a while for me not to type in Chinese, my skill has became so suck. So that's what you can see now.
One of my friends always say that being a kid is the happiest thing in life. In contrast, I like to be an adult who able to do things that kids can't. ( Don't have the wrong idea that my brain is full of THOSE stuff ) However, as I grow ( 18 and going to be 19 soon ) many and many of things keep popping out. First is my coming big and last public exam - THE STPM. It's suck that I have never felt this kind of nervous in my life after the UPSR. In the past, I can normally predict where's my standard is but not this time. 6 months have passed and I still don't know the how well can I do in the real exam. Is it my confidence has gone? Or just the cruel reality has made me understand the situation?
Second, I have started to think of the life after this. What should I do while waiting for the result to out? There are some plans in my mind but yet I haven't decide. I was planning to be the temporary teacher in my former primary school. But it seems that I'll get low payment so I have dumped it. Lately, I have heard one of my friends that working as a part time in the casino do earn a lot. This is really something I like to hear of. While earning the money for my further study, I can gain some extraordinary working experience. What do you think?
Well, last and the thing I always talk about, Money. It seems that the university I plan to go have show no decrease in their requirement for the scholarship. Should I keep my head in the same course? There are a lot of elders keep telling me that study in form 6 makes your thought grows. I strongly agree. But it doesn't change my interest and ambition. I'm in Science class but I didn't get any interest in Science. I will still go on for my Hospitality Management or the worst is Public Relationship.
My life is a drama and I'm working hard to be the main character. I got no director or script writer. What I have are you all and myself.
One of my friends always say that being a kid is the happiest thing in life. In contrast, I like to be an adult who able to do things that kids can't. ( Don't have the wrong idea that my brain is full of THOSE stuff ) However, as I grow ( 18 and going to be 19 soon ) many and many of things keep popping out. First is my coming big and last public exam - THE STPM. It's suck that I have never felt this kind of nervous in my life after the UPSR. In the past, I can normally predict where's my standard is but not this time. 6 months have passed and I still don't know the how well can I do in the real exam. Is it my confidence has gone? Or just the cruel reality has made me understand the situation?
Second, I have started to think of the life after this. What should I do while waiting for the result to out? There are some plans in my mind but yet I haven't decide. I was planning to be the temporary teacher in my former primary school. But it seems that I'll get low payment so I have dumped it. Lately, I have heard one of my friends that working as a part time in the casino do earn a lot. This is really something I like to hear of. While earning the money for my further study, I can gain some extraordinary working experience. What do you think?
Well, last and the thing I always talk about, Money. It seems that the university I plan to go have show no decrease in their requirement for the scholarship. Should I keep my head in the same course? There are a lot of elders keep telling me that study in form 6 makes your thought grows. I strongly agree. But it doesn't change my interest and ambition. I'm in Science class but I didn't get any interest in Science. I will still go on for my Hospitality Management or the worst is Public Relationship.
My life is a drama and I'm working hard to be the main character. I got no director or script writer. What I have are you all and myself.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
it's 2011
It seems that time pass with no obstacle and my calender has shown 1/1/2011. It's just so fast that I can compare it with the speed of light. I got one and a half month holiday but I wasted it. I was planned to do revision in during this break but I spent most of the time in front my computer.
Well, who cares now because it's passed. What I need to concern is the 364 days that are still remaining. I have to use them wisely so that my STPM doesn't be the biggest regret in my life.
In a new year, new resolution I'm having. It's easy to understand and know about it because for a dude who's going to face the last and very important exam. I deeply want my life to get better in this year. Get lost for all the bad luck and worse things and welcome fortune and prosperity.
I'll prepare myself to get in the war which is coming soon. I'll take care myself before I fall down once again. Loneliness is here but I think friends and happiness will greatly kick its butt for me.
WELCOME 2011!!!!!
Well, who cares now because it's passed. What I need to concern is the 364 days that are still remaining. I have to use them wisely so that my STPM doesn't be the biggest regret in my life.
In a new year, new resolution I'm having. It's easy to understand and know about it because for a dude who's going to face the last and very important exam. I deeply want my life to get better in this year. Get lost for all the bad luck and worse things and welcome fortune and prosperity.
I'll prepare myself to get in the war which is coming soon. I'll take care myself before I fall down once again. Loneliness is here but I think friends and happiness will greatly kick its butt for me.
WELCOME 2011!!!!!
Monday, December 13, 2010
Been a while
It's been a while that I didn't post anything in my blog. Well, my friend told me that it's lame my blog always post something desperate. It's true that my blog is fulled with negative aura. Hahaha. Maybe this is the place where I show the sadness which I didn't show in the public.
So far, there's no happy things happen in this month. I hope happy things will happen soon. I'm really looking forward of those, my babe. It's so ironic that some of my friends have planned to go on a vacation either oversea or local while I have to spend my Christmas in my grandma's house. No Internet connection for 2 days and say goodbye to my lovely bed.
Till now, my holiday is used for Face+book, movies and also drama. I feel so shame that I had promised myself to study for this holiday. Damn it, I need to move my fat-ass body. My belly is getting bigger and more round. I need to start study, my brain is getting rusted.
This year is about to end soon. I think it's time for me to make a list about what I want to do for the next year. Maybe a better handwritting? (that won't happen at all)
Maybe a slimmer body size? ( If i got a worse appetite )
4 FLAT!!!!!! That's what I want to have for next year!!!! ( This is something unusual if I really get it)
Whatever I hope is useless if I didn't put any effort in it. So let's do our best to make 2011 the best year for everyone.
So far, there's no happy things happen in this month. I hope happy things will happen soon. I'm really looking forward of those, my babe. It's so ironic that some of my friends have planned to go on a vacation either oversea or local while I have to spend my Christmas in my grandma's house. No Internet connection for 2 days and say goodbye to my lovely bed.
Till now, my holiday is used for Face+book, movies and also drama. I feel so shame that I had promised myself to study for this holiday. Damn it, I need to move my fat-ass body. My belly is getting bigger and more round. I need to start study, my brain is getting rusted.
This year is about to end soon. I think it's time for me to make a list about what I want to do for the next year. Maybe a better handwritting? (that won't happen at all)
Maybe a slimmer body size? ( If i got a worse appetite )
4 FLAT!!!!!! That's what I want to have for next year!!!! ( This is something unusual if I really get it)
Whatever I hope is useless if I didn't put any effort in it. So let's do our best to make 2011 the best year for everyone.
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