Everything will be set soon

No matter what's the result, no matter how hard it will be, I'll take it. I'll take it like a man, like who I should be.

If the worst happens, I'll take all the responsibility. I only hope you will be all fine. I have destroyed your life, I don't want to make you haunt and hurt by this thing anymore.

I so sorry. Forgive my immature and forgive my stupid act. Forgive me. I can never compensate you, I can never forgive myself for making you cry for me. I can never forget this.

I tried

I tried to use laughter and works to forget the pain. But once I settle down, the scenes are playing like a projector in my mind.

Maybe I'm just like the others, scare to face the truth. But I promised and told myself that will never run away from this.

It's time. I can't go anywhere especially to the past.

Only solution

The only solution when you have done something wrong is to face it. Run from it will only make no different than a coward.

We always say ' learn from mistake' , but why we have to learn the lesson after we did that mistake? Can't we learn it before any mistake occur?

Human is just too bitchy. We just can't learn the things correctly before we make mistake. We will only regret and start to take action for compensation.

Even the tiny stain can pollute your life and that will make an unforgettable memory throughout your life.

From Me to We

I was a no one back then. I was just a dude who searching for love and care.

Mathematician said once, two lines will meet at a point if they are not parallel to each other. That's true because I met you. That's the time my life is being switched from ONE to TWO.

I thought it's easy for me to change. Sadly, ain't easy for me, the player to become the prayer. Honestly, I did changed. I became a person who more concern and nicer. But the attitude is still the same.

I'm so sorry that I'm not the perfect one for you. Being with you make me realise that I'm still a kid. I'm so sorry that I have saddened you. I still have to work up so that I can see only your smile not the tear. I can't promise you anything but I will do my best.



Forgive me and LOVE YOU.

School

A lot of things will go on in the school. The PMR exam, the SPM and also the STPM trial. One more thing, my exam is coming soon too and that means I got no more time to relax. Thanks God that I have a week of holiday due to the PMR exam. I will take this big opportunity to do my revision. I hope I can manage to do my best in the year end exam.

One of the teachers is planned to do a seminar for the lower 6 students which teaches us how to make a BLOG. That really sound stupid because you have to pay to learn how to make a blog when you can learn it in a couple hours by yourself. I'm wondering how many student will have the interest to join it. Can't he has a better plan instead of making this kind of useless stuff ?

I last my job last week because my boss has decided to quit that job due to her personal problem. But thanks God again that I got a new job by this week, a home tutor. I don't know am I qualify to do so because I'm just a amateur in the language subjects. Well, I think I just have to do my best and make sure don't drop my student's result.

Getting old

When we were still in kindergarden,we like to day dream about the life in primary school. Okay, the time did passed and we were now in the primary school and we started again to think the life in secondary school.

Once you finish the secondary education, you will have to start think of something complicated which the eldest called PROBLEMS. You will got a lot of PROBLEMS have to think before you take action. Money, is the biggest problem.

As we getting older, our point of view towards things and people are changing. When I look at the kids nowadays, I feel they are so immature and stupid. This is the time my friends tell me that I were the same when I in that age. Sound ironic right that we used to be like that but now we kind of anti that.

The pictures we take today may turn out as the thing we laugh after few years. The friends we use to hang out may become a stranger who you don't even want to bother. Getting older is good but lots of problems are come along with it.

Pay for what you did

Pay for what you did. This world is not cruel but just like that. If you want anything, you have to pay for it. If you do something either good or bad, you have to bare the outcome with no complain.

This kind of idea is very obvious in Islamic country because their law is kind of 'pay-back'. If you break other's arm, you will be sentenced to break your own arm. In this civilisation time, this kind of idea is against humanity. That's why many of human right association against it.

However, we do have to realise that what you do has it own outcome and you will have to take full responsibility. There's another idea called KARMA which we pay in the next life.

As conclusion, we all have to think before we act so that we won't have to bare the terrible outcome.