A story about toy

I have just finished the ' Toy's Story 3'. Yeah I know that I'm a way too late. After the movie, I got a lot of things going around my mind. I wonder what happen if my toys really are alive.

I had a lot of toys once. Power Rangers' megasaur and some guy's toys. I have no memory now about where my toys are. If they were alive, I bet they will hate me very much because I never show any appreciation.

Even a toy which have no soul will feel sad if being abandoned by its owner. Imagine if you were being abandoned by someone who spend the time with you.

Maybe it's time to grow up. We already know that there's one day that we will separate with the one who close to us. We just have to continue our life. A new life is needed and we can't just stay with the shadow we left behind. Be strong and that's the only solution.

Just like the end of the movie of Toy Story. Woody and his friends found the new place that they belong to. Andy moves forward to his new college life. That's how our life will go.

One day, that's the day we will go through the same things.

Look through

I have a new hair cut lately. Since that day, everyone has started to ask me why I shave my hair. Many of them even thought that I got some big problems. The reason I cut my hair is just as the same they keep theirs. We no need any reason to cut or keep our hair.

But honestly, the only and main reason I cut my hair like this is to remind myself. Remind me about something bad I have done. Even it has passed for quite some days, but the outcome is not something small.

I always answer them that I have looked through the meaning of life. It's so ironic that I'm just 18 and have started to talk like an old hag.

Human is creature that will change and adapt themselves with the environment. I have changed just to follow this theory.

Nokia 1280

Everything will be set soon

No matter what's the result, no matter how hard it will be, I'll take it. I'll take it like a man, like who I should be.

If the worst happens, I'll take all the responsibility. I only hope you will be all fine. I have destroyed your life, I don't want to make you haunt and hurt by this thing anymore.

I so sorry. Forgive my immature and forgive my stupid act. Forgive me. I can never compensate you, I can never forgive myself for making you cry for me. I can never forget this.

I tried

I tried to use laughter and works to forget the pain. But once I settle down, the scenes are playing like a projector in my mind.

Maybe I'm just like the others, scare to face the truth. But I promised and told myself that will never run away from this.

It's time. I can't go anywhere especially to the past.

Only solution

The only solution when you have done something wrong is to face it. Run from it will only make no different than a coward.

We always say ' learn from mistake' , but why we have to learn the lesson after we did that mistake? Can't we learn it before any mistake occur?

Human is just too bitchy. We just can't learn the things correctly before we make mistake. We will only regret and start to take action for compensation.

Even the tiny stain can pollute your life and that will make an unforgettable memory throughout your life.

From Me to We

I was a no one back then. I was just a dude who searching for love and care.

Mathematician said once, two lines will meet at a point if they are not parallel to each other. That's true because I met you. That's the time my life is being switched from ONE to TWO.

I thought it's easy for me to change. Sadly, ain't easy for me, the player to become the prayer. Honestly, I did changed. I became a person who more concern and nicer. But the attitude is still the same.

I'm so sorry that I'm not the perfect one for you. Being with you make me realise that I'm still a kid. I'm so sorry that I have saddened you. I still have to work up so that I can see only your smile not the tear. I can't promise you anything but I will do my best.



Forgive me and LOVE YOU.

School

A lot of things will go on in the school. The PMR exam, the SPM and also the STPM trial. One more thing, my exam is coming soon too and that means I got no more time to relax. Thanks God that I have a week of holiday due to the PMR exam. I will take this big opportunity to do my revision. I hope I can manage to do my best in the year end exam.

One of the teachers is planned to do a seminar for the lower 6 students which teaches us how to make a BLOG. That really sound stupid because you have to pay to learn how to make a blog when you can learn it in a couple hours by yourself. I'm wondering how many student will have the interest to join it. Can't he has a better plan instead of making this kind of useless stuff ?

I last my job last week because my boss has decided to quit that job due to her personal problem. But thanks God again that I got a new job by this week, a home tutor. I don't know am I qualify to do so because I'm just a amateur in the language subjects. Well, I think I just have to do my best and make sure don't drop my student's result.